11.09.2016

I woke up this morning ready to get back to work. But first I want to discuss anxiety.


I am an anxious person by nature and genetics. I tend to be hyper-vigilant and overly reactive. I've come to understand, over the years, that there are three main triggers to anxiety (and also depression). The triggers are: Ambiguity, Loneliness and Indecision. I would have to say that the election cycle of the last full year has caused most of us, regardless of party, to grapple with continuing doses of ambiguity and no little measure of indecision. Not knowing how to proceed or what challenges might lie ahead causes businesses and people to worry, slow down and become more cautious. My year in 2016 has been a textbook example of the results of these psychological barriers. The loneliness comes when we adapt a "bunker" mentality and sit in our offices, behind closed doors, refreshing news sites to try and discern some sort of rational pattern in all the noise. Only to find that there is no rational pattern. 

When the results of voting started to be broadcast last night I have to admit that I was crestfallen because, as a very liberal democrat, my party was losing; badly. But miracle of miracles... I woke up this morning without a psychic hangover. I didn't get my electoral wish but I did get the twin bastards of indecision and ambiguity out of the way and off my back. There's nothing I can do to change the results and so I am now ready to get back to my own work and recapture the pleasure of living without the dread of "what might be."

Instead of feeling depressed or angry I felt a sense of resolve and direction. The things I can control (to some extent) are my own actions and my own art. I'd put so much on sub-conscious pause to await the outcome and with the issue decided I feel freed up to engage again. I was up before my alarm and in the pool by 7 this morning. Most of my pool mates were glum but we didn't rehash the election we put our heads down and swam well, and fast. We exercised our control over something we enjoy.

I have made it a policy here not to discuss politics. We all have different points of view and there are ample places to argue out the issues of governance and social order but there are fewer and fewer places to read and comment about many different aspects of photography without having to wade through an endless stream of advertisements. While I have admitted my own affiliations (above) I make no judgements here about the U.S. elections other than to say I was disappointed. I'll be moderating comments as usual. I have deleted several this morning of a political nature but, happily, none were virulent or combative. In fact, I agreed with the sentiments expressed but felt the need to hold to a line of neutrality that, I hope, makes this space a fun and stress free resource for people who want to mostly read about my adventures in photography and the ecosystem that surrounds those adventures. 

So, what is the calming thing for me that allows me to move forward with enthusiasm and a sense of meaning? It's just doing the work. The everyday work of photography. Looking, seeing, understanding, recording and sharing. Taking care of the business I can take care of...

On the blog today we are featuring a set of images from a shoot I did many years ago in New York for a company called, Primary Packaging. The images are of skilled craftspeople who come in everyday and do their work. They do it diligently and well. The work provides structure, continuity and belonging. It's not much different than editing images or making clipping paths.

I would imagine that most of the people in these images have retired by now. But it's a reminder to me that while the world swirls around outside our walls the work is the thing that sets our routines and mastery of the work gives us pleasure and a sense of continuity. With the elections behind us I am hoping we can all turn our attention back to things we truly love and enjoy. The pursuit of photography is near the very top of my list. 









A side note: If you are experiencing anxiety over which you feel you have no control I strongly suggest seeking help from a trusted health care professional. It is possible to learn strategies to cope with or even remediate anxiety. I'm also a proponent of some short term pharmaceutical assistance to reduce the horrible feelings attendant with anxiety so you can get a handle on fixing it. See your doctor! See a counselor or mental health expert.  Talk about it. Getting help is far preferable to sitting alone too nervous and distraught to participate in the richness of life. I know. I've been there. And I never want to go back.  end of public service message. Just say "NO" to panic attacks.

11.08.2016

OT: It's election day. I hope all my smart, compassionate and well educated readers rush to the polls to make their considered decisions count!

Ben assisting with critical white balance in an off white room...

I rattled out of bed early this morning, drank a big glass of water and headed to the pool for the 7 a.m. Master's workout. A lot of extra energy out there today. Everyone seemed to be about five minutes ahead of schedule and most of us were in the water right at 7 a.m. 

We have a pretty ironclad rule for our group: No political discussions during workout or in the locker room before or after. We've learned from elections past that few people are happy to listen to "common sense" from the "other side" and switch choices because of some brilliant argument made during a long kick set. The strife imperils too many long friendships to be worthwhile. 

Even though this particular election has been a strange one I'm happy, and proud of our swimmers, that we were able to make it all the way through --- including today --- without any blood on the deck. 

I cast my vote at the earliest date possible via early voting. I think most of my friends did as well. I think we were all looking for a bit of closure. A break from the "Nikon versus Canon" or "Apple versus Microsoft" nature of having to make political choices. 

After a breakfast of Cheerios with walnuts and fresh blueberries, and a walk with the dog, I'll try to ignore the whole media spectacle today and get some work done. On the agenda is some photo editing, lunch at a Thai restaurant with an art director friend and then some retouching. This evening we'll keep the TV off and maybe catch up on some novel reading. I also need to send the boy some cash for an upcoming trip to NYC.

Tomorrow I think people will get back to work and, with a little luck, life will return to normal over the next few weeks. I hate the freelancer role of financial "canary in the coal mine." No matter what ultimately happens we're the ones who are in the first wave when it comes to project delays and cancellations caused by the ambiguity and indecision of the electoral process. The paralysis on the part of our business partners is almost tactile at times. 

I'm grabbing a small camera and a smaller lens and heading out to run errands but I hope all of you have good strategies for combatting the anxiety that psychologists are saying is currently affecting 55+% of the American adult population right now. Good luck out there. 

11.07.2016

OT: Blown Election Strategy. New Plans Under Construction.


I thought I had it all figured out. Get through the entire year without single post on politics. I voted early just to get it behind me and then I looked back over previous elections to try and identify the worst times near the end of the race so I could have a plan in place to combat the rising anxiety I always feel as these things come down to the wire. My plan was to turn off the TV on Tues. work all day on portrait retouching and then take Belinda out with me to the Alamo Drafthouse to see the new Dr. Strange movie in 3-D.  We'd catch a 7 pm-ish show and also have dinner while watching the movie. Date night instead of the horrible self torture of watching the election results seesaw.

I even stocked in some Trader Joe's cinnamon rolls to cook up on Weds. morning. Something to take the sting out of our new political reality if my candidate was unsuccessful....

But today I woke up with an uncomfortable level of anxiety and I realized that I could go two ways. I could drive out to Precision Camera and buy a whole new camera system. This would keep me occupied and engaged through the worst of the media meandering of Election Tues. but it would also leave me with an economically costly hangover. Were dousing the pre-election jitters really worth ten or fifteen thousand dollars?

The second choice was to move up my schedule on the movie. Since that would only cost me ten bucks I decided to give it a go. I hit the 11:00am show at the theater on S. Lamar Blvd. I settled for the 2-D version, realizing that the enhanced excitement of the 3-D version might be enough to push my frail psyche over the edge...

So, how was the movie? It was actually pretty darn good. The other five people in the theater seemed to enjoy it as well.

Now I need a new plan for tomorrow. I think something along the lines of a good swim and maybe the longest dog walking episode I can imagine. Or maybe I'll just ride around and enjoy my new tires.

Either way I hope we don't have to go through anything like this again in the near future. It's hell on my ability to stay on task. And I wouldn't want to short change photography.

11.06.2016

An anecdotal story about "build quality." An often uttered "feature of cult-y cameras.

In response to recent debates about the relative value of the new Olympus EM-1.2 camera many commenters were quick to trot out "build quality" as one of that camera's winning features. I get the whole idea. Here's what build quality seems to mean to most of us: The seams where external parts of the camera come together are almost seamless. The fit of the interconnecting parts is so precise that the hobbyist carpenter or machinist can hardly believe it. The camera has a certain heft that people associate with the use of stronger or "better" materials. The knobs and dials seem to be made of metal and have a "dampened" response that makes them feel more "assured" and sturdy. The cameras have a reputation for some combination of waterproof-ness or sturdiness.

It's very important to understand that all of these "features" are subjective and the quality quotient cannot be objectively measured. We don't have ready access to rates of repair or MTBF. We are allowing our sensory input to prejudice our "feelings" about a camera, inferring absolute qualities that might not exist or, if they do exist, might not exceed the same list of qualities in similar products.

Here I will tell a story and hope that the camera buyers can make a connection.

Many, many years ago, when I was an electrical engineering student at the University of Texas at Austin I supplemented the money my parents contributed to my education and upkeep with a part time job at a hi-fi store. For people too young to remember hi-fil stores were specialty shops that sold home audio equipment. Stereo receivers, turntables, cassette decks, reel to reel recording machines, loudspeakers, component amplifiers, pre-amplifiers and tuners.

At the beginning of my part time sales career almost every

The Sony 50mm FE 1.8 is just right on the A7ii.

Choreographer for Zach's "A Christmas Carol." 

It was Saturday afternoon. I could sit alone in my office and keep refreshing Nate Silver's 538 website to see how the election polls were changing or I could pack a couple of cameras into my little Tenba backpack and head over to the theater to watch a choreography rehearsal for one of the holiday musical plays. I chose the sane option and got packing. 

In days of yore I was far too busy schlepping Ben around to various activities on Saturdays to ever have time to attend early rehearsals of Zach productions. I'd arrive on the evening of the final dress rehearsal and shoot the images for press and marketing cold. No clue what would come next or how each dance number might end. It's not the optimal way to do good photography. One of the things we emphasize to advertising clients is the importance of pre-production and scouting. Now I've got the time to do that with my theater clients too.

I didn't have anything specific in mind, image-wise, but I did want to get the feel of being totally immersed in the rehearsal. The actors were working with the show's choreographer for most of the afternoon so I pulled my two cameras out of my pack and got them set up. A 70-200mm on one body and a nice, pedestrian 50mm f1.8 on the other. I'd watch while, see something I liked and then wait for the next round of that rehearsal. The beautiful thing about shooting a production early on is that, unlike the final shows leading up to the opening, when you see something you think is cool you can be sure you'll see it again and again as the actors work to get the moves and timing right. It's much easier to put yourself into the right position to get a good photograph once you know what to expect.

Shooting with a 50mm is sweet because when you get close to a foreground subject, like the choreographer above, you get this wonderful feeling of depth in the image. Part of it comes (in this instance) from shooting close to wide open (f2.2-2.5) but another factor is the relative size relations as your eye wanders back through the frame. 

Because this was an early rehearsal and none of the images I shot as "notes" were mission critical I played around more with cameras settings. In my advertising work I tend to enjoy tight control of all camera parameters. Manual exposure and usually manual focusing are a given. I rarely get to practice with all the AF modes on my cameras but I'm getting more adventurous. Today I set the A7ii to continuous AF with a wide area. I also took a chance by setting my taking aperture at f2.5. That set a higher bar for the camera's focusing system. I had a custom button set up for focus locking so I wasn't totally without a pair of water wings...

Another thing I did, which I would not do on an ad shoot, was to set the shutter speed to 1/160th to help freeze motion and to set the ISO as above. The only thing I used to vary exposures was the Auto ISO setting and the exposure compensation dial. I was a bit nervous in situations where I saw the ISO ramping up toward the 4,000 to 6,400 range but as I kept reminding myself, these were just visual "notes" to set me up for the final rehearsal in a couple of weeks...

I came away from my afternoon at the rehearsal with a bunch of fun shots. I've edited down from 600+ to about 211. Most just required a little pop via the clarity slider in Lightroom or a nudge on the shadow slider. Everything looked pretty good even though the lighting in the rehearsal space can only be described as DISMAL.  When I peep at shots made with the cheap Sony 50mm ($199?), shooting close to wide open, I am very pleased that I haven't thrown down hard cash on one of the more expensive models in the 50-55mm range from Zeiss.

This inexpensive lens is very nice and very capable. I'll save the difference in price between it and the super star lenses and buy myself a new set of tires. The set of Continentals that came with the car is past its prime and our tread wear indicators are smiling at me. I have my eyes on a set of Michelin tires at Costco but no idea if any one brand of tire is actually better or worse than another. Perhaps someone out in VSL land is a tire aficionado???
Chime in if you disagree on my tire choice...

So, back to the photography. I thought I'd be shooting so much more with the longer zoom but, to be honest, except for single portraits, I am getting a bit tired of compression for the sake of compression. Relaxing the frame and getting physically closer felt just right. Who knows? I may bend as we continue onward and even starting using something ridiculously wide, like a 35mm.  But that strikes me as a bit radical. Anyway, props for a cheap Sony lens. It's about time. Now, perhaps they would consider re-releasing that wonderful Alpha 85mm f2.8 in an FE mount. I might even cry tears of joy....

11.04.2016

I like the way 135mm lens, on full frame cameras, cropped to squares, looks. It's a mix.



For a while now I've been talking about shooting portraits in a square format. Many have commented that they routinely shoot stuff in a 3:2 aspect ratio with the intention of later cropping to square. I had trouble getting my brain around post partum cropping because I was concerned about not composing correctly or, not having enough resolution with the outer (vestigial) wings cut off. I recently put a cheap, plastic protective cover over the rear monitor screen of my A7Rii and marked off the cropped square with a black Sharpie. Now I have permanent square frame lines. Oh joy! I'm also happy to know that I still have nearly 24 megapixels of image resolution left after the crop. Now I can breathe a sigh of relief and start making portraits the way I like them again. 

The final piece of the puzzle for me was to find the right focal length to complement the square and the way I like portraits to look. Historically, the images I liked best all came from about 135mm of focal length. To that end I've been using the Rokinon 135mm t2.2 cine lens as my primary, square lens.  It gives me the compression that I like and, when used near the close focusing limits and the aperture range of f2.2-f4.0 it gives me the kind of quick focusing ramp that helps to isolate faces in a charming way.  

I always know when my brain agrees with my heart because I start begging my friends and colleagues to come over to the studio for a little portrait sitting. I've been on a roll lately. 

The image above is the color file that corresponds to the black and white image I showed about a week ago. We aren't in my studio but in a airy space at the Topfer Theatre on the Zach Theatre campus. I used the lens to make this image of Rebecca and, previously, images of Jack Donahue. Now that I finally have some free time to post process I am very happy with the choices I made. 

It's nice to find that sweet spot you have been missing...


Vital news of the day....the Pricing of the Olympus EM-1 mark2. Cavernous Yawn....


I have to laugh. So many of the photo blogs are twisting themselves up in knots. They love the Olympus EM1-2 but can't seem to get over the price. Some commenters are sure that one month's rent is the inflection point that will cause enough pain to camera buyers to make them consider the EM1-2 unattainable. Others remind the flock that only a few years ago a decent digital camera (Nikon's 12 megapixel, cropped frame APS-C, D2Xs) weighed in a $5995. Three times what the much more capable EM1-2 will set them back. One blog savant asked the readers if $2,000 was a fair and reasonable price for the camera and instantly generated a couple dozen responses. It's obviously an issue for some.

I don't know what all the hysteria is about. My favorite camera right now is a bridge camera with a fixed lens and a much smaller sensor and it's been priced around $1600 on Amazon and B&H for the last few weeks. It's not like high end camera aficianados are the same demographic that subsists on food stamps and the kindness of strangers...

To put it into context the Olympus EP-2, with a finder, debuted at $1380 back in 2010. Every aspect of the EM-1-2 has been vastly improved on the new model.

I got all caught up in the excitement and controversy of this new "outrageously" priced, Olympus flagship camera and was ready to call my contact at Olympus to request a review copy when I came across this ancient image (above) in my files. It's a photograph of Belinda sitting in the Clarksville Cafe at least thirty years ago. It was photographed using an ancient Tamron 28-70mm f3.3 to 3.4 Adaptall zoom (very much manual focus) on an equally ancient Canon F1 (not the new style...) body. The image was burned onto Ektachrome 100 slide film.  It's handheld. The light levels were low. There was no matrix metering. No focus confirmation. The only "image stabilization" was alcohol.

But the photograph is as good as I would expect from any current camera; maybe better. As Jimmy Hendrix once told an aspiring musician. "You don't need any more pedals you just need more practice." 

I'm never opposed to buying new cameras but I am mystified by the idea that the value of a camera can be correlated to its sensor size, or even the size of the camera itself. For decades the smaller Leicas were always more expensive than the bigger Canon and Nikon cameras. And, of course, it's hard enough to get one's mind around the $1,000 price tag of the tiny, new Sony RX100-V...

If you can't afford to spend $2,000 on a camera then you probably should not buy the Olympus EM-1-2. If you can afford it but you don't need to replace your existing camera (or system) you might want to pay down your mortgage or pay off some other debt. If you know you need what that camera can offer AND you can afford to buy it then off you go. You are the only one who can ferret out the right decision for your situation and your usage. I will say this though, if all my images came out as well as the one above I'd be happy with whatever camera I happened to be shooting at the time.

Maybe the real sound investment is to buy more shooting opportunities....

Can you believe it? It's been over six months since I bought a new camera. Or a used camera. Amazing...  Almost as if I was in camera rehab.






11.03.2016

Walking through Verona.


I recently went to a gallery show of photographs. All the images were square. The gallery goers were amazed and delighted. Makes me want to shoot square all the time now...

Andy Warhol. Photographer. Artist. Pop Culture Icon. At the Blanton.


I thought I knew about Andy Warhol. Painted Campbell's soup cans. Did big lithographs of Marilyn Monroe, with bright colors. Got stabbed like 32 times. Founded Interview Magazine. But I have always liked his work and wondered what the Blanton Museum could add to my small Farley File of information about the artist who helped define Pop Art. The answer was: "A lot." 

With over two hundred and thirty paintings, lithos, silk screens postcards and books in the show it's an amazing insight into just how prolific Warhol was. In addition to all the two dimensional visual art he produced he also wrote and made movies. In my mind he was the precursor to a generation of mixed media artists. 

As usual the Blanton has done a great job of curating and sequencing the show. It's one thing to see Warhol's work writ tiny on the web and in magazines but it's another thing entirely to see it hung well and lit to provide maximum impact. And the size of the work is positively addicting after years of seeing art on dismal, little screens. 

I highly recommend the show. It shares the first floor with the Xu Bing show I commented about earlier in the year. While the second floor galleries are currently closed for renovation I think you'll find the two shows on the first floor to be well worth the trip to the museum. The Warhol show was just like candy --- but without the sugar crash. 





So you are on location, shooting a corporate event...What do you think about as the day progresses?

Going into corporate event jobs as a photographer you know that you're really not going to be riveted by the actual content of a show. After all, most higher end conferences are aimed at specialists in sectors of commerce which you have avoided diving deeply into specifically because you chose to be a photographer. I think it would be hard for you to summon up a lot of enthusiasm for an actuarial conference unless, well, you are also an actuary. As photographers we are there to provide services to the client. We make photographs of the speakers speaking, we make photographs of panelists discussing the vital (to them) issues of the day and we make images of the audiences looking deeply interested in the discussions. During the refreshment breaks, lunches and happy hours we make images of people sharing information, networking or celebrating. But really, we are there to make photographs, not to be entertained or even educated.

Candied Apples. Whimsical catering on Halloween. 


But until Panasonic or Samsung come out with programmable photographic robots that use artificial intelligence for framing and smile detection for shutter actuation it's impossible for human photographers to turn off their cognifiying (buzzword of this week's conference) brains as they sit in the dark and stare through their viewfinders at the people on the stage and at the giant screens, complete with charts, graphs and infographics, on either side of the stage. So what is life like for the hapless photographer as he or she sits through hours and hours of high level information about the inner workings of a giant and mature industry that is based on numbers, trends, forecasts and raw data? Here's what goes on in my brain....

Belinda and I had dinner around 8:30pm on Sunday and now I have to actually think about the conference I'll be attending in the morning, and for the next three days. I walk back to the bedroom and into the closet. What to wear? What to wear? I want to blend in but I also want to be comfortable for the 12 hour day ahead of me. I go with gray dress pants, a dark blue shirt with demure white strips and a black sport coat. No tie for this one. A pair of comfortable Cole Hahn loafers I can kick off under the round table I'll be inhabiting, off and on, for the next three days. I hang all the stuff on the closet door so I can grab it and dress in the dark the next day. Now we're on to the habitually hard part, what to pack.

I walk into the studio which is about twelve feet from the front door of my house and stop. I've been shooting weird varieties of jobs for the previous week and I've been resistant to actually clean up and get everything back into their assigned places. When the choice between swimming and cleaning comes up the outcome is usually no contest. The one thing I have been dutiful about is battery charging. Every camera I now own uses the same type of battery. When I get back from a shoot I put the batteries on chargers and then put the charged ones into a tiny Pelican case. I have 15 batteries for six cameras. I always have enough charged to head out the door and shoot for days at a time...

I look around the studio at the various piles of gear. Here is the pile from Friday. We were shooting promotional images of actor, Jaston Williams, with four LED lights, on location. There they sit, in the middle of the room, surrounded by stand bags, background stands, a bag with a white, muslin background stuff inside and a little cluster of "A" clamps around the edge.  Toward the back of the studio are the mono-lights I used a few days earlier (in the studio) but I just didn't have the energy or inclination to break down the soft boxes yet again. I knew I'd probably just be setting up the same lighting configuration for something else this weekend.

Next to my desk is a little Tenba case filled with microphones and interface units. Last Saturday I was making a video about Wyatt McSpadden's photo show and I went through and actually listened to my assortment of shotgun microphones before I selected the one that sounded best to me. That microphone, the attendant cables and the mixer are sitting next to the pile of unchosen microphones and accessories, waiting to have theirs batteries removed, put back in the right order next to a nest of 25 foot long, shielded microphone cables. The whole place is a disaster.

I open the third drawer down on the equipment cabinet and begin the camera rumination which ends with me selecting, more or less, one from each category. An A7rii as a nod to the full frame. An RX10iii as a grudging nod to the power of a long, long zoom and the a6300 as the compromise in between. The two things all three cameras have in common are the silent shutters and the batteries. Every camera can back up every other cameras. But dear God! what a crazy mix.

Out of habit I start to pack every lens under the sun. I get ahold of myself and decide just to pack what will fit comfortably in a little, rolling Pelican case. Really, it's a small case. Smaller than a Think Tank Airport Security case. You can put it in an airplane's overhead compartment. I work it down to three cameras and three interchangeable lenses. The wide to just longer than normal and the 70-200mm along with an 18-105mm for the APS-C camera. The RX10 fits in as does the flash that I'll bring and never use (damn Boy Scout training = be prepared) the extra batteries and a little soft case for extra memory cards. For once though, I don't think I'll be changing cards. I have a 128 GB in every camera and I'm shooting fine Jpegs...

I remember that the A/V company who will be doing the staging, lights, audio and video mag. is one that I love working with and that they, in turn, like getting glamor shots of their staging, so I bring along a tripod.

With everything packed I go online to read the crew agenda. The call time is 7:00 am. Time to do those 50 push ups, the 50 crunches and then hit the sack.

The alarm on my (non-explosive) phone goes off at 6:15 and I pull myself into consciousness and get myself dressed. I make a cup of Irish Breakfast tea and have some whole milk, Siggi's yogurt. Forget the Greek yogurt, this is Icelandic style. Yummy. I take a quick look at e-mail, probably subconsciously hoping that the show has been unexpectedly canceled and that I have won the lottery and can go back to bed and sleep in as long as I want. Studio Dog gives me a withering glance and pads back down the hall to actually sleep in a bit longer. She quickly realized that, with the camera case and tripod hanging out by the front door that this early wake up did NOT presage a pre-dawn walk...

I toss my gear in the back of the car and ride off into the pre-dawn, Halloween fog, heading for the Barton Creek Conference Center, a location I've become too familiar with having photographed hundreds of corporate events, conferences and golf tournaments there over the past few decades. I could drive it in my sleep if not for all the crazy people on the road and the herds of deer who appear randomly, crossing the highway with reckless abandon...

I find the last non-valet parking spot in the area near the golf shop and head inside. I know that none of the executives will hew to the schedule but that's okay as long as there is coffee ready and the stage is lit up. There are a few early birds hovering in the foyer to the conference hall nipping at the bagels and cream cheese, sporting steaming cups of coffee in their hands.

I head to the area that the A/V people have set up in order to run the show. The two show directors are people that I've worked with for nearly 25 years and in six countries. We ask each other about the kids and we get the quick scoop of who is working for whom. Then I offer to shoot some beauty shots of their staging. We shoot from the left, the center and the right. We shoot with various light looks and various graphics on the screens. I'm doing all of this with the RX10iii on a tripod because at ISO 100 it will all look great. I surprise myself by having the presence of mind to turn off the I.S. when I put the camera on the tripod. I'm trying to maximize what drama and flourish there is on the stage and minimize the empty, round tables in the foreground. It's nice if they just silhouette.

The stage designer has made my job easier this year by using a desk with a white front and white chairs and couches. It's easy to do a quick custom white balance on each camera as I pull them out to use them. The front lighting doesn't change color much during the show. Any color change is a result of increasing or decreasing intensity causing the shift and I try to be attentive to it. The front lights are hot lights that have been gelled with half daylight gels. My cameras all tell me the same thing: It's 3900K with a plus 2 magenta cast.

There is no reserved seating at this function; all attendees will be sitting at 8-top rounds laid out through the main tent. I'm there first so I select a seat at the front, center table that gives me a good view of the stage, the presenter couches on either side of a center desk and a line of sight on the podium. (You don't want to be straight into the podium because, almost every time, the microphones will be right in front of your speaker's face...).

I grab out the two cameras I think I'll start with and leave them at my place at the table. The Pelican case goes back to the A/V command center so it's out of the way. I grab a long lens out of the case and add that to the two cameras on the table. I also grab a couple extra batteries and put them in my jacket pocket; just in case.

It's nearly 8 a.m. and I head out to grab something to eat. People are starting to show up. Women in pant suits, men with open collars under their sports coats. Everyone seems ready to get the day started. About half the people choose ceramic mugs for their coffee while the other half chose paper cups with lids. Some are fastidiously toasting their bagels while others are consuming them untested but slathered with flavored cream cheese. There's yogurt (not Sigi's) and granola and fruit and pastries as well. Some adventurous person has made the pilgrimage to Voodoo Donuts (Sixth St.) and gotten the BIG box of some wild donut assortment. He's offering them to all comers but I'm leery of the sugar crash that will inevitably follow the thrill of a thousand calories of fat and sugar and I decline.

The lights in the foyer start blinking around 8:30 to cue people to head to their seats and we make our last runs down the hall to the restrooms and then head into the main tent. The show starts at 8:45 and I use the last few minutes to flight check the cameras. I white balance them, set them to the same focusing settings, chose appropriate ISO ranges for each and set each one to silent shutter. We're ready and waiting for the walk in music.

The owner of the conference hits the stage and welcomes the crowd. I begin shooting. Tight head shots looking for a positive expression and no blink. A middle shot the same way and then a wide, establishing shot of the speaker and the full stage. This is a pattern I'll follow any time we have a speaker at the podium. If I have time I'll move to one side of the room for a different angle.

After the conference principle finishes a group of six people come out onto the stage. Two sit on the right hand side couch and two on the left. Two more occupy the white desk in the middle, between the two couches. They engage in an hour long panel discussion. Through a new phone app the audience can send questions to the panelists which the panelists see on two large screens facing them from the floor in front of the stage. As my brain glazes over from the technical information and unknown acronyms I engage myself in a game I play at all of these conferences. It's called, "What can I do to make these photographs more interesting?" 

For the first time since I began photographing this type of conference in 1988 I have at my disposal two tools that change the paradigm. First, silent camera shutters. Damn.  That's nice. It means I can sit at the center table with people on either side of me and shoot as many frames as I like. No one gives me the "hairy eyeball" and no one bitches to me about the noise. The downside is that I find myself shooting many, many more frames. Second paradigm shifting feature is the 600mm equivalent lens on one of my shooting cameras. From nearly 40 feet away I can zoom in an fill the frame, from chin stubble to balding head. And, with state of the art image stabilization I can handhold the camera with it's integrated lens and expect sharp, sharp, sharp results.

This combination led me to experiment more with image sizing in the frame. After shooting images of the whole group on stage, and then subgroups, I'd dive down a bit and fill the frame with a loose head and shoulders shot of each person. Once I had a good one of each participant I'd choose the panel members with the most interesting faces and expressions, wait until they started speaking or responding, and then try to get interesting shots at extreme close up. The game was to time for expressions while keeping the frame stable enough at full magnification to preserve my composition.

I've never been able to shoot this tightly before and have never been able to capture as many frames from the audience area without fear of becoming a distraction. But....an hour per panel is a long time and I get restless. When I have (too much) just enough coverage of the panel I choose a raucous stage moment to move out from the center and make my way to the back corners of the room. Now I'm trying to find compressed angles with the silhouetted crowd in the foreground and the stage in the background. The action on stage ebbs and flows. Some people are on more than one panel and I try not to "over cover" them.

Once I've gotten a lot of good and interesting shots in the bag. I ask myself "what would this look like from the other side?" I go behind the stage and shoot through the gaps in the curtains to get more interesting shots of the speakers in profile. Sometimes a panelist will turn to address someone sitting next to them and I get a wonderful "over the shoulder shot" that looks just like a movie still. With a long zoom and close proximity your choices of what to include or exclude expands. An ear and the side of a head in the foreground with a compressed full face just to the side of those details.

Every once in a while I will have a crisis of confidence in the camera I've chosen to use; especially if I'm continually shooting with the one inch sensor camera. I worry that ISO 800 will be too noisy or that the high ISO noise reduction will result in files that are too plasticky. I have a panicky moment of realization that the last five or six hundred shots I've made, including those of the keynote speaker, are coming from a camera that would not have been considered "professional" a few years back; by some, not even a few days back. When I feel the butterflies of fear float around in my chest and my stomach I reflexively grab the for the "legitimate" camera ( a full frame with a white lens on the front) and start to go back over territory I've already covered. It's useless gesture since the money speaker has already exited and that one very interesting guy on the last panel has already jogged out of the auditorium to catch a plane to the next speaking gig...

Just as I am starting to get a bit jittery about my choices we break for lunch and I borrow a laptop from one of the A/V guys and start checking the files from my "bridge" camera. I toss a few samples into Photoshop and look at the 15 inch Retina screen. My fears fade away as I use the magnification tool to dig in all the way to 100%. Granted, the files from the one inch sensor will never match the ones from the full frame sensors but I can see that as long as I stay under 1000 ISO these files are competitive and the magic bean of the long focal lengths builds a compromise math equation of features that provides effective balance.

It's now lunch time and we head for the conference center's beautiful restaurant where they serve up a delicious buffet. I know that photographs of people eating are less than useful so I take a couple of full room shots to show off the show ambiance and then I grab a plate, try to make healthy choices, get bushwhacked by the warm bread pudding and find an empty spot at a table. With my camera tucked away under the table; hanging from my knee on its strap, I am mistaken for just another attendee and soon we're all chatting about the conference and the future of XYZ.

We're back from lunch in an hour and we all dive back into the afternoon sessions. This particular show is famous (in my notes) for tossing unexpected stuff at me. This afternoon the show's main driver appears on stage to announce that the next session will be a "Champagne Session" and waiters appear to hand out flutes of Champagne to all the audience. The "emcee" is pouring for the panel members on stage. I'll need a flash to really freeze the action of the toast and sometimes the silliness that surrounds it. To that end I've got a "flash designated camera." I chose a camera to use and set it up at the beginning of the day with a flash and short zoom. I get all the settings dialed in and I test it before the show doors open at the beginning of the first session. If I sense something about to happen I grab the camera, flip everything on and get ready. Sometimes I'm wrong and sometimes I'm right on the money but I've done without before and ended up wishing I'd captured the group/stage action at f8 with bounced flash just to stop motion AND get everyone in focus...

The sessions continue until 5:45 and I'm still playing my game and keeping track of wide shot/ stage shot/ panel shot/ interesting two shot/ individual shot/ super tight shot/ angle search and reverse shot. The game goes on all afternoon. The part of my brain that listens to the show tries to take in the overall information. The 40,000 foot understanding. The markets will recover and here is why. The millennials are the biggest demographic with the highest education and the U.S. markets are buoyed by net population growth. Etc. 

Every once in a while I jot down notes. When I get bored by that I make lists of things I'd like to do. Not things I need to do.

After the sessions we move on to a very nice cocktail party before everyone breaks up and heads to private dinners downtown, sponsored by relevant companies who can offer services to the heavy hitters here who make decisions for their companies. At the cocktail party I try to time images of small groups of people chatting so that no one is holding a drink to their face or putting food into the mouths. I'm balancing this by trying to figure out how to balance the blue-ish, late afternoon sunlight coming through the wall of enormous windows with the very warm room lighting from tungsten balanced LEDs in can lights at ceiling level. At some point to decide to filter the flash I have halfway between sun and 3200K and to fill in with it. Seems to work okay.

I'm using a 24-70mm lens for the cocktail party. By now I am one of the tribe and everyone is comfortable with the camera and with the photographer. No one bats an eye when I line up a composition. But the routine of wide to normal zoom, flash fill and nothing pushing the edge of the process bores me and I grab the premium full frame out of the bag, slap on an 85mm f1.4 and put all that high ISO promise to the test. I will subsequently open one of the files, note that it's nothing special, technically, and then look at the exif to see that I shot the frame at 16,000 ISO and it looked pretty darn good. On par with the ISO 3200 image I shot on its little brother on the 24 megapixel, full frame model.  As the party winds down I decide on just where the point is where the basic happiness of the party started tipping toward accelerating entropy and I grab my stuff and head for the door.

In years past I would rush to the computer in my office and start loading the files into Lightroom so I could see just what I'd done. Now I'm more complacent. I've spot checked. I've chimped in between sessions. I trust my gear more. Instead, I pass out Halloween candy to the neighborhood kids while Studio Dog keeps a watchful eye.

My only real question at the end of the day is: "With an 8:45 start can I ditch the call sheet time of 7a.m., hit the pool for the early workout and still make it through rush hour to be there comfortably before the start of the show the next day????" Sadly, I decide that a bargain is a bargain and part of the agreement is to play by the rules. Who knows what the show creatives may have cooked up for me to do before the "curtain rises" the next day?

In the end I want to come away from my final edit with about 1200 images that show, pictorially, what the look, feel and design of the show was all about. The images are used to advertise future shows and I want to make sure I've captured the emotions of being interested on the faces of both panelists and audiences. I also want to make sure I've covered the event completely.

While there is much knowledge floating about at the better shows it tends to be hyper-specialized. Photography isn't about conveying the knowledge but it is about conveying the experience. If I am successful I will have crafted a visual narrative that shares the visceral experiences of being at the show but with the extra layer of excitement that comes from being closer to the speakers than reality.

In the down moments of the show I worry about my property taxes going up while my investment yield goes down. I worry about missing too many swim workouts. I worry about that portrait job coming up this Saturday. I think about how many things have changed in the running of these shows. How the big, printed graphic signs have begun to disappear. How big monitors with changing screens continue to replace them and I wonder if next year we shouldn't be shooting this all on highly mobile, 4K video. But really, who wants to wade through 24 hours of continuous coverage?

Toward the end of the show I start to think about how I will do the photography differently next year ( or next show ). Will I default to all bridge cameras with one inch sensors? Will I capriciously try to shoot the next one with two full frame cameras and two bourgeois lenses? Will I calculate the time value of the return and stay home to play chess with Studio Dog? (I usually win. She's a good sport). It's hard to say but there's a lot of time to think about stuff like this at most shows. Maybe too much time....

Yesterday I got serious about editing. I imported everything into Lightroom and then went through and flagged the winners. I selected the flagged images and made them the only ones visible. Then I started in on enhancing them via post production improvements in Lightroom. The process was efficient. We are ready to deliver. That's what we do at conferences.

Stage Set. 

A Keynote Speaker portrayed at podium with the "one inch" miracle camera.