My new Pentax camera(s) are NOT perfect....

Maybe that's why I seem to like them....

So. 36 megapixels. Old tech/DSLR. No big selection of current lenses. A bit heavy. Kinda bulky. But oh so cute and formidable looking. I'm having a blast shooting "old school." I bought a second body just in case.... I think I'm good on lenses for now....

An interesting counterpoint to the Fujis, for sure.

Any Pentax users out there? Have you played with the K1? 

Packing up for today's video project. Yesterday's swim. A trip to the dermatologist. How to invest? I guess I could call this a "end of week wrap-up."

The "Goatman" of South Austin.

Today's project: The folks at Zach Theatre are producing a family oriented play based on Rudyard Kipling's, "the Jungle Book." I'm doing the cinematography for a TV spot we're producing to market the play and I have a feeling that this will be one of the more fun video projects I'll get to do this year. I don't need to light it because the lighting designer for the show is part of my crew and he'll be handling the lighting board and adding or subtracting light at my direction. That means I don't have to pack lights, light stands, modifiers and power cables. All of the audio will be done in post (announcer bed, special jungle sound effects, etc.) which means I don't have to boom in microphones and watch audio levels, etc.). Finally, this is a traditional, one camera shoot which means I only have to make perfect files on one camera; one scene at a time. Since the target for the video is a thirty second TV spot it also means I won't be shooting endless amounts of footage. The cherry on the cake is that the theater is doing the editing in-house. They have a really good person in marketing whose specialty is video programming and stuff related to marketing.

I'm shooting with the Fuji X-H1 camera (and grip) and, of course, I'll bring back-up cameras just in case. I'm hoping to get a lot of use out of the fast primes but will also be taking along the three Fujicron (f2.0) lenses in case we decide to try some push-in moves that might benefit from autofocus. Those are the three lenses I trust most with locking in and maintaining focus within the Fuji system. 

I'll be using a tripod on a dolly, a big, industrial strength slider, a chicken foot monopod for fast b-roll takes, and a shoulder rig in case I want to go off the more stable rigs and create a bit of the "Jason Bourne" handheld freneticism. My only question now is about color profile. I'm partial to ETERNA but it's flat if you use it straight out of camera with no grading. I'm not sure how much experience my editor has with color grading and we'll have a quick conference about it before we get cranking. If he's not totally up to speed with color grading we may select something like one of the NPS profiles just as a safety. 

And, yes, we are shooting in 4K even though the final deliverables will be in 1080p. I think the whole team would always like the option of being able to edit into the files (crop; Ken Burns action, etc.) without any penalty (note to self: get those V60 cards in the camera now!). 

I'll let you know how it turns out and will post links to the video. Seems like fun to me right now....

A few fun shots of a kid's swim meet at the lake...

Yesterday's swim practice: I've been pushing myself to swim faster and to that end I'm doing two different things. First of all I've moved myself up to a faster lane where I am constantly challenged to make the intervals the rest of my lane mates are setting. I'm having to repeat intervals five to ten seconds faster per hundred but the focus on speeding up has paid benefits in adding some muscle and losing a couple of extraneous fat pounds. I'm trying to keep my body fat index under 12% as measured by my doctor's diagnostic device. 

In order to get faster for longer periods of time in practice I've had to really work on my strokes and get more efficient. My coach chided me about a month ago for not using a good, high elbow recovery. A high elbow recovery (as opposed to just muscling through and swinging one's arms around) takes much less effort and is more effective for good initial hand entry and a nice body roll. I'm also working harder than ever to make the front "catch" fo the stroke, and the first third of each freestyle stroke, more powerful. Trying to really grab the water way out front and hold it through the stroke. Since I am about ten years older than the next oldest lane mate I have to be more efficient and work harder on taking out sloppiness in my swimming by streamlining off the walls and getting a sustainable kick tempo in order to keep up. I could care less about keeping up with people my age. My goal is to hang with athletes 20 years younger. Might as well set tough goals. If the goals are all easy ones you just get fat and lazy...

So, I swam with Matt yesterday. A tall, in-great-shape, triathlete. The one way in which I could keep up with Matt is to hit each of my flip turns perfectly. He was not a swimmer in his formative years and his turn takes too long. It gives me an opportunity to make up lost yardage at each wall. When you age up you have to get more strategic. Cunning. The days of depending on muscle power and raw stamina are fleeting. Good technique is golden. I guess it's the same in photography. 

Random Swimming Pool in a Lisbon Neighborhood. 

My field trip to see the dermatologist. Here's an interesting fact, people who visit their doctors and dentists on a regular basis actually live longer and suffer less from debilitating and sidelining medical issues. Who knew? Well, I guess it's something the very wealthy have known for a long time since they outlive the general population by a relatively wide margin...

A few years ago my family practice doctor, whom I've had in my corner for several decades, decided to do a "concierge" practice and to stop accepting most insurances. You have to pay a set charge on a yearly basis but you get ready access to your doctor and, basically, all-you-can-eat primary medical care. I thought the relationship of 27 years was worth retaining so I signed up. It's been three years now and I'm very happy with my decision. I get seen promptly, have my doctor's direct cellphone number in my pocket and I can indulge my once in a while hypochondria without fear. 

Where is this heading....?  Well, I've been swimming in Texas for about five and a half decades and I spend a lot of time out in the sun photographing and making little movies. I get ample UV exposure and I have a English/Scottish/German ancestry with all that encompasses when it comes to skin health (and timeliness). It seems that often when I post a self portrait here on the blog someone will comment on my "red" skin and admonish me to cover up and coat myself with sunscreen (I used SPF 40, reef safe, non-nano tech, zinc oxide sun screen when I walk and when I swim....). 

After my last yearly physical, earlier this Spring, my doctor asked me to book an appointment with a dermatologist and get a baseline skin check. Just as a second set of eyes on my many little spots and self-generated but boring "tattoos". I took his suggestion and sallied forth into the arms of modern medicine. Long story made somewhat shorter: no questionable spots. no melanoma. no "interesting" growths. Basically, a clean bill of skin health and an appointment for a follow up in a year. Dear God, they even checked the bottoms of my feet!

I assured my new dermatologist (who I liked very much) that I would skew toward pre-dawn swims, would wear my wide brimmed hat when working or playing outdoors, and would continue to buy technical shirts that offered SPF values. I'm also testing out a pair of half gloves from a company called "O.R." The gloves are called Active Ice and they protect the backs of one's hands from sun damage while wicking away moisture to keep hands cool. So far I love them and will probably get a couple more pairs (so I can prevent those actinic keratosis spots from forming.....). I'll review them when I've used the tipless gloves over the course of a long day in the field. They look a bit dorky but hey! I'm already happily married and Belinda is rarely out in the field with me to see just how dorky I can really look when outfitted to combat sun damage. 

He's Alive!!!!!!

Investing: We're always supposed to be smart about investing but boy oh boy, do I have misgivings about tossing hard earned money into the current equities markets. Dare I say it? "Over-valued." So what's the consensus advice for self-employed, freelance artists?  Buy lottery tickets? Play that hunch Bob's uncle mentioned? Just copy Warren Buffett? Suck it up, buy some index funds and stop looking at the day by day, week by week returns? Inquiring minds and all that....

I have one friend who more or less refuses to invest for the future and spends every cent that comes through his hands. He thinks I'm way too conservative, financially, because I save money and don't buy expensive stuff (no BMWs or trips to Vegas here), but I've seen that people in my family can live into their 90's and I think it's better to be 90 and have some cash in the bank than to be 90 and depend completely on Social Security. So, what's your (successful) strategy? Willing to share it? 

And, just to create a baseline for discussion: I do understand that not being in debt is a given in any discussion about investing. No debt here (even though it seems I must be swimming in it given my propensity for buying new cameras......hello! Pentax!!!) but how do you make the money you do have grow faster? 

Pushing off the wall when swimming is the closest most people will ever come 

to the experience of flying.

this is what investing currently looks like to me....

And this...

An older post that I originally wrote for TheOnlinePhotographer but rediscovered in some analytics. Action versus Activity --- Indeed.

Action Versus Activity.  One makes you an artist the other makes you tired.

Action and activity are two very different things and it’s very important for an artist to know which one they’re focusing on.  Action derives from need or reaction.  You are hungry so you eat.  You need to get somewhere quickly so you walk faster.  You need to get warm so you head for shelter.  You have a vision you want to interpret as a photograph so you do the process of making that photograph.  You are pushed to eat from necessity and you are pushed to create the photograph by necessity.  One driver is physical while the other pursuit is driven by passion.  Both are pretty unencumbered pathways and both have an immediate aim.  Eating gives you the fuel to go on while creating art gives you the emotional fuel to enjoy life.

Compare honest hunger with a more common variation:  Eating because you are bored.  Eating because the food is in front of you.  Eating because you want to keep your hands busy.  And, eating because the taste of whatever you’re eating entertains you.  In this sense eating becomes an activity instead of an action.  And activities are the biggest time wasters in our lives.

As photographers our focus should be on the making of images.  But that’s hard work.  Even if you are hungry to make an image there are all kinds of impediments.  You might have to find models or subjects that truly resonate with the vision you have in your head and you’ll have to find locations and you might even have to get permission from a property owner to make your image on their property.  But if you are really driven to make the image and express your art you’ll find a way to channel the resources and the energy.  If you are committed to expressing yourself and sharing your interpretation of the world around you then you’ll punch through the mental and rationally based “resistance”  to actually creating art and you’ll get your project done.  That’s action.  It comes from a need:  the need to express your art.  The action fulfills the need.

And if you practice your art with a focus on the action you’ll find that it becomes less and less scary to pick up the tools of your art and head out the door to just do the process.  But.....some of us get trapped by one or more of the insidious spider webs immobilizing us from taking the right action.  We get stuck in one of the levels of hell that I call “Endless Preparation.”  It’s also known far and wide as, “Research.”  

For photographers endless preparation begins with the selection of camera gear.  As rational, educated and affluent adults we move in a world of bountiful information but we’re not always good at asking the right questions or divining the right answers.  In fact, we focus so narrowly on some parameters and not at all on others.  We’ve been taught that good preparation is paramount for any successful mission and we’ve taken that to heart.  And so we begin the first part of the journey into the sticky spider webs of rampant indecision and quantitative ambiguity....  I’ve been doing it all month.  I would be better served inviting my quirky and interesting friends into my little studio and making their portraits with whatever camera and lights I already have but.....shamefully, I’ve allowed my subconscious resistance to getting that project started push me into the un-winnable  endless loop of trying to decide which little mirrorless, compact camera deserves my true affection.  Will it be the Nikon V1 or the Olympus EP3?  And, of course it doesn’t matter which decision I make because I’ll end up using it for casual work and not the work that really motivates me to create my own personal art.  But I’ve already wasted plenty of time shooting with both cameras and then writing down and sharing my observations.  In a sense I’m also guilty of disabling other would be artists’ progress by inferring that the issue of picking the ultimate “little camera” from a “moving-target” list of camera is an important and valuable consideration.  Which, of course, it’s not.

And even though my mercurial and unstable selection processes are becoming (sad) legend among fellow photographers I find it hard to resist.  Just like everyone with a facile and functioning mind I’ve found that my subconscious can rationalize the hell out of just about any equipment “research” and acquisition.  The latest is a little voice that says, “The art of photography is getting more fluid and fluent.  We’re capturing sequences and interlacing it with video and, all the presentations are going to the web.  We need small cameras that can capture both quickly and easily.  The small cameras with fast processors are the equivalent magnitude of destructive innovation engendered by the screw mount  Leica cameras of the 1940’s and early 1950’s.”  Hell, given time I’m sure I could rationalize selling my car and buying all the small camera models. 

You may laugh at my personal quagmire but I see variations of it in and among my friends and colleagues, and all over the web.  You may be the kind of person who finds the activity of researching and testing small cameras lacking in restraint but your “activity” may be endlessly profile your printer, your monitor, your camera, your wall, your light stands and so on.  While my wasted time is spent comparing reviews and specifications of delightful neckwear bling your wasted time is spent scanning and shooting Greytag MacBeth color targets and “mapping” them to some new paper from Croatia.  It’s really the same thing.  It’s a preparatory activity that’s powered by the rationalization of mastery but it’s really just a strategy to procrastinate; to keep from dipping a toe into the unknown.

I also have a friend who is really a good photographer who has been on a relentless workshop circuit.  If they’ve offered a workshop somewhere on the web he’s probably been there and taken it.  And yet what each workshop offers is a new set of technical skills that he feels he must master before he heads out to do his “real work.”  But since there’s an endless supply of workshops, and a nearly endless reiteration and repackaging of techniques, he’s mostly ensured that, without some effective catharsis, he will never really get around to doing the work he envisioned when he first became entangled in the sticky webs of photography.

If the activity that fills your nervous void is something like eating or smoking chances are you will either become very large or very sick.  But if your activity is the research and mastery of every corner of our craft you will become an expert in arcane lore and analysis and a pauper in creating and sharing finished art.  And there’s is no law that says you can’t make that choice.  But so many of us are so well trained in debate and rationalization that we suppress a mean reality that we should at least give a passing nod to.  In some ways my own blog tends to enable the endless search for endless things for which to search.  But it sounds preachy if I tell everyone to stop reading and contemplate what it is they really want to say with images.

So, what am I getting at?  Well,  I’m trying to become a “recovering” researcher in my own work and I’ve made myself a little checklist to work with.  I’ve set some ground rules to keep myself within the design tolerances of sanity.  We’ll see how well this works out.....

Kirk’s Rules of choosing Action over Activity...

1. It’s okay to buy a new camera but I am required to go out and shoot fun images with it for more time then I spend writing about it or measuring the results.

2. It’s better to shoot images that are fun, make you laugh and make your friends happy than images you think will impress other photographers.  Even better if the images can work in both camps.

3. If there’s no reason for me to be out shooting I can default to a nap on the couch to replenish my body and spirit.  Sometimes pushing myself out the door is just the wrong move.

4. If I catch myself shooting test charts I stop immediately and head out the door with a good book.  Or a camera.

5. The feel of a camera in my hand should always trump someone else’s written evaluation.  No one really knows how I want things to look either.

6. I have a post card sized white card pinned to the wall behind my computer that says, “Making Portraits is my Art.  Anything else I do is not-art.”

7. Quiet contemplation is more conducive to having fun ideas that relentless study.

8. All the things I really need to know to create are already locked away in my brain, I just need to be still and quiet enough to open that door.  Sitting quietly beats looking at DXO results for thinking about creativity.

9.  Inspiration comes to those who leave space for it to come in.  A busy mind usually lacks the space.  

10. I have a smaller card tacky waxed to the bottom edge of my monitor that says, “To stop suffering stop thinking.”

And therein lies the real secret roadblock to all creativity.....at least for me.  We spend far too much time thinking about our art than just doing our art.  Being smart is highly overrated because it requires us to do too many mental exercises to prove to ourselves that we should be doing what we already know we want to be doing.  And the process of rationalizing and the desire to master each step is the process of not doing the final step.  The “going out and shooting.”

The photographic process (in a holistic sense) works best for me when it works like this:  My brain comes up with an idea for a visual image.  (Not the overlay of techniques but the creation of the image itself ).  I quickly decide how I will do the image.  I go into action and book a model or call a likely subject.  We get together and I try to make my vision work.  Within the boundaries of the original idea we play around with variations and iterations.  Finally, the photo session hits a crescendo and the subject and I know we’ve gone as far as we can and are spent.  

My years spent as an engineering student, taught to be logical and linear, have been my some of my biggest impediments to doing creative work.  Because there’s always a subroutine running that says, “This is the step-by-step approach to doing X.”  And I’m always trying to approach things logically.  But to get to X is hardly ever a straightforward process and being able to step outside routine and  to stretch past logic creates the time when fun stuff happens.

Beyond my ten steps to choose action over activity is the realization that I already know enough technical stuff to last a lifetime.  And, if we admit it to ourselves, the technical stuff it the easiest part to learn because there are no immediate consequences to learning or not learning the material.  Really.  You might waste a bit of time and money but for most of us that’s about it.  The hard part is being brave enough to stake out a vision and work on it.  The hardest part for most of us is to continually engage the people around us that we want to photograph and convince them to collaborate in the realization of our vision.  But it’s only through doing photography again and again that our styles emerge and our art gets stronger.  The technical stuff is so secondary.  

As an exercise, when I’m out walking around with my camera I make it a point to approach a stranger each time and ask them if we can make a portrait together.  If I get turned down I approach someone else until I find someone who’s willing to put a toe across the fear line and play.  The image isn’t always stellar.  Hell, it’s rarely great work.  But it gives me the practice and the tools to abate my fears so that when the right muse comes along I am ready and willing to give it my best shot.  Practice doesn’t make perfect.  Practice frees your art.  Relentless activity depletes that same energy like air escaping from a balloon.  

I hope you’ll accept what I’ve written here in the spirit I’ve intended.  We’re all on a journey to amaze ourselves.  The first step is to choose action over activity.  

And, by the way......there is no ultimate camera choice.

A Lazy afternoon at the golf course, camera in one hand and a club in the other. Is it f8? Or a par 4?

Golf Professional, Chris DiMarco, shows me a few better ways to get up and out of a bunker. 

We were on the Fazio Canyon course at Barton Creek Country Club. 

Nice day to be out on the fairways.

Yes. It was hot yesterday, but it was about eight degrees cooler than the same time 

last week. I took a break from my usual work to take a few photographs

of beautiful chunks of Summer clouds moving with purpose over the golf course. 

I'd love to insinuate that I spend some of my free time with a Ryder Cup champion, out on the local luxury links instead of feverishly clutching a camera in my hands, wiping my face off with an already damp bandana and hoping not to be overcome by the Texas heat...

...but yesterday was one of those rare, pleasant jobs that goes along nicely paced, complete with a convivial and accessible celebrity guest and a small group of laid back folks; the kind of people that can leave the office at the drop of a hat, middle of the afternoon, to spend time learning how to play golf better, do a little low key networking, and enjoy an open bar and a nice buffet at the nicest golf course in central Texas. 

I was there to snap a few candid photos, have some pulled pork nachos, photograph 20 or 30 of my client's clients, have a cold Fireman's Four beer, and generally enjoy the scenery. 

After Chris DiMarco gave us all a private clinic I brought the guests over to a scenic spot at which I'd previously set up a battery powered monolight on a stand, with a soft box, and spent twenty minutes or so making what we'd call, "grip and grin" photos of Chris and individual guests. 

Afterwards we retired to a small rock house called, "The Rock House" situated out along the golf course, savored the air conditioning and listened to DiMarco talk about the life of a professional golfer. My takeaway? Get a pocketful of great sponsors....

I arrived at 2 pm and was back home by 6 pm, in time for supper. I spent some time editing and tweaking the files this morning. They are now uploaded, with download links sent, and now I'm onto another project. 

I'd nearly forgotten how wonderful a photographic assignment can be when one is working for a huge client, with pockets deeper than the Marianas Trench, whose expectations include....everyone being comfortable and having a good time. The venue was 7 minutes from my house and studio, the weather was benevolent and the catering superb. All that's left now is to send along a bill. And to search the horizon for another job as relaxing as yesterday's. 

Golden Age of commercial photography? September 9, 2019. 

I woke up and read some sad news this morning. Photographer, Robert Frank has died.

When I drove through West Texas in 2010 I spent quiet evenings in small, out of the way hotels and motels, reading On The Road by Jack Kerouac. It's no coincidence that Kerouac wrote the introduction to The Americans, a revolutionary collection of 80+ images from the 1950's by Robert Frank. Kerouac and Frank mined the same subject matter = culture without the saccharine gloss of the post WWII, suburban perspective in which everything is fine, everyone is doing well and there is no inequity or angst.

To many photographers who are slightly older than I Henri Cartier-Bresson was their role model and an exemplar of modern photography. HCB was probably singled handedly responsible for the sale of more Leica rangefinder cameras than any photographer before or since. But to my generation it was Robert Frank's piercing, counter-cultural point of view that made him our "hero."

The magazines and art critics of 1958 ( the publication date of Frank's breakthrough book) were livid about the style, content and presentation of Frank's work. To read reviews published at the time one would think his work was a complete failure, but what strong legs the work has turned out to have. Since 1958 it seems that each generation of photographers is in some way influenced by work done over six decades ago. Much of the interest in "street photography" was initially created and generated by his work.

Of all the masters of 20th century photography whose work I've seen, and even experienced first hand, in the form of original prints there are only two whom I would list an primary inspirations. As photographers whose vision helped to shape my understanding of the power of photography. Those two are Richard Avedon and Robert Frank.

Of the two I see Avedon as an outlier; an artist who would have been just a successful as a painter or illustrator but I see Frank as the most pure example of the artist solely as a photographer. He exemplified to me what the real power of photography is all about.

Now, I know that Robert Frank moved on from photography to work in motion pictures but that doesn't diminish what he accomplished in a few years in the middle of the 1950's, working with no crew, no assistants, no entourage and no roadmap.

We should all stop, grab a copy of The Americans, sit quietly and just soak in the images. Whether you like it or not the images in this book single-handedly changed our shared language of photography forever.

Just marking the 4,200th published blog post. It was yesterday's post. It's been a good, long run. Might as well aim for 5,000+

Early career. At the Sheraton Crest Hotel. 1980.

Covering the elections...

Photo by ©Alan Pogue.

I like the writing as much as I like the photography. 

I keep doing it because it's fun. 

Thanks for being here!



A favorite interview by Paul Perton:
https://www.dearsusan.net/2018/05/03/718-interview-kirk-tuck/

Extending boundaries and also revisiting an old "friend."

Underneath the Pfluger Pedestrian Bridge.

I didn't mean to turn a walk around the lake into an expedition yesterday but that's the way it ended up. Over the course of the last few weeks I'd been concentrating on getting comfortable with retro technology in the form of the Pentax K1 and I was ready to take a "vacation day" from the arduous rigors of shooting and composing with an optical viewfinder camera. I pulled an X-H1 out of the equipment locker and thought about the manner in which I would like to use it. The unmotivated idea of trying for optical perfection didn't appeal (please, let's take a break from modern "super" lenses) and I wasn't in the mood for the wishy-washy-ness of tromboning around with a zoom lens. I looked around the "vintage" lens drawer until I came upon the Olympus Pen FT 70mm f2.0 lens and decided to make that lens the focus of my photography. I used it with an adapter on the Fuji camera....

I must confess at this point that my ardor for walking is not principally motivated by a desire to look for photographs, rather, the walking is the goal and the camera is just along for the ride. Bouncing along on my shoulder just in case I see something I want to capture in the moment. When I write about walking with a camera it sometimes "reads" to me that the whole point is about the photography but about 90% of the point of most walks, for me, is to burn off nervous energy and to augment my other exercise practices. That, and a real practice of walking meditation.

At any rate, the X-H1 is very familiar to me now and I thought it would a nice walking companion. The  Olympus lens is small and relatively light so that's a bonus too.  As a result of a few reader comments bitching about seeing downtown Austin over and over again in my photographs I've started to branch out and walk more on the ex-urban trails around Austin. I've moved from shooting buildings and shop fronts, etc. to concentrating on the one part of photography at which I am least proficient ....landscapes and cityscapes. You might as well lean into your challenges; you never know what will emerge and how it might augment your usual practice...or, if nothing good comes out of it at least it doesn't cost much to try...

Once the camera and lens were squared away there were only the questions of: which route to take? and, what supplies I would need? I decided to park at Zach Theatre (which is adjacent to the lake and the trail) and do the usual five mile loop which would include Congress Ave. and the Mopac Expressway pedestrian bridge. I lathered myself with reef safe, zinc oxide sunscreen, put on my wide brimmed hat and stuck a big bandana in my pocket which I could use to wipe the sweat from my hands or for those times when I wanted to operate my camera, or to use protectively, hanging down from the back of my hat, to shield my neck from too much sun. I also stuck three dollars in my pocket in the event I found myself in desperate need of coffee; or, more prosaically, needing to buy a bottle of water. 

It was blisteringly hot this past week and today seems even more of a scorcher. When I headed out for my walk yesterday it had just hit 100 degrees but I didn't care much since I've done a good job of acclimating myself to the heat this Summer (which should come in handy on Monday afternoon when I photograph a golf event out on a central Texas golf course....). 

The first part of my walk took me along the south shore heading east. The 70mm lens is fully manual and, being 50 years old, has no ability to communicate in any way with a modern, AF camera. The combo of the 70mm f2.0 and the X-H1 does seem to work quite well in the aperture preferred mode and a bit less well in the focus peaking mode. In truth, I don't think the lens is optimized for sharp focus and good rendering at infinity --- or it could be that the adapter I'm using just doesn't allow accurate infinity focusing. I discovered that foible near the end of my walk when I stopped for water and to review a few of the shots. 

In the familiar part of the trail; the part I use most often...

While the sun was a bit oppressive it was a beautiful day and when I got to the Congress Ave. bridge I decided to keep heading East instead of crossing over to the north and returning along the North side of the lake trail. There's a lot of shade on the part of the trail that goes from Congress Ave. bridge until one gets near IH-35 and these were parts of the trail I hadn't been on for a number of years. They've been kept up well. About half way between the bridges the city of Austin has built a series of austere but extremely functional boardwalks that extend the hike and bike trail up over the water and around areas that are either private property or environmentally sensitive. I hadn't walked on these before and found my discovery of them downright joyous. 

One of the things that makes the walks even more enjoyable to me is seeing the large number of normal ly configured people and thin people out engaged in activity and exercising in the middle of the day. Not dozens, but over the course of the walk, hundreds. And that doesn't begin to count the people all across the lake on paddle boards, kayaks and canoes. It's great to see an emphasis on fitness in our city; even on a less than comfortable day, weather-wise. 

Of all the gear I brought along (not much) I think I'd give the nod to the hat and especially the bandana as being most useful. After an hour in the heat my hands were dripping with sweat and operating the camera would have been less pleasant if I had not had the bandana with which to wipe my hands before I pulled it up to my eye and used the focusing ring on the (not weather sealed) lens. The hat just kept me from frying my brains...

A small, city office at the beginning of the trail.

For the most part the south side of the trail is quiet, treelined and a nice immersion into nature in spite of running (along with the river) through the very center of downtown. But when you get to the IH-35 bridge you are re-introduced into the manic pulsation of modern, urban life. IH-35 is a relentlessly busy highway that is packed with cars and trucks of all kinds. Fortunately, there is a small, separate walkway from runners and bikers that takes one over the river and delivers one to the North shores. 

I ended up walking the entire IH-35 to Mopac loop and I checked on one of the park maps to see that it's about 8.2 miles in all. There is a longer loop on the trail, heading further east, but that's there for another time when the temperature is 10-20 degrees cooler, at least. I thought I was making good progress but it ended up taking me the better part of two full hours to complete the loop. I guess I lost time stopping to take photographs here and there. The nice thing about this loop is that at no time do you need to cross any roads. None at all. The walk ways either go under roadways or there are separate pedestrian portions of the North/South bridges you can use. 

If you are going to walk the 8.2 mile loop in the hottest part of the year I'll suggest a shirt that breathes very well (and wicks away moisture efficiently) as well as a broad brimmed hat, sunglasses and a bandana to use either as a towel or as an adjunct to your hat when the sun's angle is just so. You'll want to leave waterproof shoes at home and select footwear with good padding and a loose weave on top that breathes well too. 

It's nice to take a break from some parts of our pervasive technology and nothing seems more aggravating than watching a slow, fat executive in expensive running shoes walking sloppily down the middle of the trail (oblivious) and talking at the top of his voice into his cellphone. Do everyone a favor and leave yours at home. Or at least in the car. Believe me, if you get into an emergency situation while out on the trail someone within 100 feet will have a cellphone you can use to call 911. Best not to be burdened by the tech or subject one's precious phone to all the sweat and wear. Even if you don't give a shit about making everyone around you uncomfortable...

When I got back to the house I rinsed myself off with a garden hose, just to cool down, and then headed into the house to greet Studio Dog, tell her about my adventures, and let her sniff my dusty shoes. I took a shower, made lunch and then dropped the camera onto my desk in the studio. A quick glance at my watch let me know I needed to hustle if I was going to get to a TV commercial, pre-production meeting in time. 

Later, looking at the images, I was impressed with how well such an old and battered lens did in most picture taking situations. As I said before, the only place where I was not 100% happy was with images that were taken at infinity. But I'll get that figured out too. 

There are so many reasons why people go out on long walks but I find the best reason for me is that it clarifies my thoughts about things I'm working on or things I'm worried about. As many of you know from reading the blog over time, I've been dealing as the executor with both of my parent's estates. We lost my mom a year and a half ago and my dad about three months ago and I've been doing un-fun things like clearing out and selling houses, pulling together all of their investments and accounts, going through the process of probate and, in general, making sure to do everything right so I could both honor their legacies and not drop the ball on passing inheritances to family members. 

I took the walk yesterday in part to celebrate my completion of the final probate and my having distributed the bulk of my parents' estates to myself and my siblings. I don't do a lot of high finance. You probably guessed that when you found out that I do professional photography as my sole source of income... So I had a lot of anxiety and trepidation about wiring big sums of money to my siblings' accounts. I just didn't want to screw anything up. I had no idea I was as emotionally wound up as I was until I was mid-walk and, for the first time in a year and a half, my mind wasn't half filled with planning, scheduling or trying to understand the "next steps" I needed to take, or the contracts I needed to be ultimately responsible for. 

For the first time in a long time it felt like I was just out for an unencumbered walk with a good friend (my camera) and time that belonged only to me. Not to anyone else. And not to a legal process. 

Belinda, who has steadfastly guided me through all the trauma and drama of losing parents and gaining more responsibility than I ever wanted, has ordered (and she rarely makes emphatic commands!!!) that I go somewhere fun and far away from Austin and take a week or two for myself. Her idea is that I need to get back in touch with my photography in a way that I haven't been able to in several years. To be able to shoot just what I want and just where I want with no restrictions and no other obligations. Nothing to worry about...

I think I'll take her up on this but the question now is, "Where would you go to shoot for ten+ days if schedule, money and access were not limiting factors?" How would you choose?" "When would you go?"

The boardwalks.

A favorite interview by Paul Perton:

https://www.dearsusan.net/2018/05/03/718-interview-kirk-tuck/