The Good Stuff.
5.13.2024
5.11.2024
Fun Lens Adaptations. Here's my "32mm" Len for the GFX.
5.10.2024
In my mind the general purpose of owning and using a camera is to have fun. To capture expressions and memories of your friends and loved ones and to not give a shit about who John Szarkowski idolized.
I recently unearthed this roll after many years. A whole roll of images. Twelve of them. And you know what? They look pretty good. And that can be interpreted three ways... On the one hand it may tell us that photography is not that hard to master; or at least be proficient at. On the other hand it could be that I'm just an amazingly talented photographer. But the most obvious answer is that I've cheated by nearly always having models who were so cute, and beautiful, and animated, that the technical stuff didn't matter at all. That's the idea I'm going with.
Renae with organizer. For an ad done for Pervasive Software. A company long since dissolved by the ravages of business. Leaving me with a folder full of transparencies and a pleasant memory of a fun afternoon playing with cameras, lights and film.
so much easier back in the days when you'd shoot transparency film under electronic flash and everything would turn out perfectly, right out of the camera. Not like now when everything seems to need "just a touch" of post processing... Ah well.
Building a shot by sticking around and trying stuff out instead of "hit and run." Just rummaging around in the photography bin...
I'm happy with the way a standard lens worked on a square framed, medium format camera. It's elegant. I guess these days I might be tempted to take a zoom lens, stand in one place and get the three different looks with a twist of the zoom ring. I'm sure the images would be fine but they definitely would create the same result as using one focal length and then zooming with one's feet. There is also more friction of the process when putting yourself closer to your subject. At some point you might step over the line....
And yeah, I know. It's called "Gelato." From Tre Scalini. They make pretty decent gelato...
Let's take a break from the gear and talk about...photographs.
I might be toying around with a new way to light portraits and I'll call and see if she's available for a session in the near future. She's always interested not in photography, per se, but in how the psychology of a portrait sitting works. By working with each other in a close collaboration I think we both came to the same conclusion a long time ago. A good portrait session is really a conversation with someone you'd like to get to know a lot better. Someone different enough from you to bring a perspective about some things that you'd just never thought of before.
It's also a chance to be beautiful in a safe space and to admire and document beauty in a reciprocally safe space. I know that many people think there is often an awkward, almost predatory angle to photographing beautiful people but it's something I wouldn't dream of allowing in my studio. The lifeguard for the studio is my sweet wife who is generally around on the days and evenings we photograph. Our house is 12 steps from the studio and it more or less mandates complete transparency in my work. Not that I would have it any other way. Honest intention means so much less anxiety.
Michelle and B. have known each other for years and get along well. We've started nearly every shoot with Michelle arriving at the house first, spending some time catching up with B. then selecting an outfit and heading out to the studio. It's a very comfortable, almost family-like relationship.
It's that transparency and familiarity that make the space we photograph in feel very safe and comfortable. We can literally and metaphorically let our hair down...
When we start to photograph the camera work usually occurs in between conversations about life, loss, happiness, dreams and the feeling of being connected. Austin is a small town and we both know dozens and dozens of the same people. We continually cross reference people I think Michelle should know and she connects me with people who she thinks need to be photographed.
We've more or less grown from youthful exuberance into calmer adulthood together and we've got the photographs to show the progression of time and experience.
I hate doing "quick" photo sessions. I like to sink into session slowly and build images step by step. The course of the conversation will bring up a happy thought or a thoughtful look and that will engender an expression I find interesting. A look I want to share. I take note of the expression and the body language and try to capture it if I can. Sometimes I'll show Michelle an image I liked by showing her the screen on the back of the camera and we'll work to get back to that expression if we've lost it.
Sometimes the lighting works and sometimes my experiments go awry. It really doesn't matter if it works or not because every "failure" is a learning point. An intersection that pushes me away from something that doesn't work and pulls me toward different lighting designs that work better. But always in the service of making the person in front of the camera look as beautiful and interesting as I can.
It seemed somehow easier in the film days. A shared black and white Polaroid was a real, physical manifestation of the evolution of the work. The pauses to load a new roll of film were like a natural cadence for the shoot. The ever growing pile of spent film was an indicator of the time and energy spent. A marker of the arc of the session.
I wonder how other people approach portrait shoots. It would be interesting to know...
5.08.2024
M. J. is doing a deep dive into memory cards. Specifically SD cards. If you wanted to get up to speed on SDs (pun intended) you might want to visit the link in my text.
5.06.2024
Aventures in scouting a location. A quiet way to spend a Monday morning.
5.05.2024
A Needed Break from All That Leica Nonsense. A Celebration of International "God, That's an Awful Hat Day." And so much more...
5.04.2024
Rainy Day. Scan Time.
Every time I go through my archives I wish for a medium format camera with a square, 6x6 cm sensor. And if that camera was very, very good I would pay what most people would consider an outrageous premium for it. At least as much as a new car would cost. There is something about NOT having to pre-visualize how a crop will actually look once you change it, slice it up and crop from some lesser format in post production. There is so much value to me in being able to SEE the final composition in the camera as you line up the shot. Sure. You can crop a square out of anything but it's not the same as experiencing it visually, with the purity of instant satori. There just isn't.
And here's my big problem with RAW files. You have to accept the full frame (uncropped) from the camera into your post processing program when you set a different format in a 3:2 camera. Even when shooting the review shows you the edges you didn't want to see in the first place. With Jpegs you get to define the format and work in it. But then you miss out on the flexibility of the RAW file.
The medium format film cameras I owned spanned a lot of manufacturers product lines. There were many Hasselblads, the Bronica SQ line, the Mamiya 6 camera, and a slew of Rolleis; both twin lens and SLRs. Certainly there is enough of a market in a world with 8 billion people to be able to profitably sell a few thousand premium, big sensor, square format cameras every year. I'm tired of working within the false constraints of semiconductor driven size limitations. Yes, I know smaller sensors are less expensive to make but Rolls Royce is still making two or three hundred custom cars at $2 million and up every year. Aren't really, really wonderful cameras a lot more desirable?
Ah well. Back to the scans.
Currently reading a book called: "The Creative Act: A Way of Being" by Rick Rubin.
It's an interesting way of looking at the life long creative process in all manner of avenues I've yet to explore.