6.26.2025

Lingering over film from the past. "Scanning" with a Lumix S5. Having fun savoring pangs of nostalgia.

I figured I would be "out of commission" with sutures on my face starting on Tuesday of next week so I thought I should come up with a hobby so as not to go too stir crazy. Sure, I'll go for long walks and do my dry land exercise but there's a lot of energy to soak up and I need something to keep my hands busy and out of the Devil's Workshop. Right?

So I looked around the office and I noticed a five foot high stack of negative pages. Film carefully inserted in rows into archival plastic. First I wondered if there is really such a thing as "archival" plastic but then I starting thinking about going through thousands of really old negatives to pull out some favorites and make some scans. To see how I did as a fledgling photographer with an ancient, compact film camera and no real guidance to speak of. 

Some photos, the oldest ones, are from a backpacking trip I did with a girlfriend in the Fall of 1978. It was the old days. We actually carried sleeping bags, a small tent, a blue gas stove and one small frying pan. We spent nights in major cities in hotels but in the South of France the weather was perfect and we'd hit the campgrounds for weeks on end as we traveled on student Eurail passes on dozens of trains.
Fellow traveler in the Greek Islands.

Paris 1978.



London, England. 1978.


The campsite in Avignon was amazing. The one in the ski area above Grenoble, in mid-October, delivered a bone chilling couple of nights. In the mornings we had to be careful not to jostle that icicles that formed inside the tent from the condensation and freezing of our breath. The camp grounds outside Perpignan were a hippy paradise. But it was a different time. I can't imagine being so absolutely carefree these days. Scrambling eggs over a sputtering, portable burner, drinking Kronenbourg beers at 12,000 feet, feeling the cold winds start up at dusk, and hibernating in a small tent while the gusts buffeted the tent walls with gusto...
Camping in the Alps. 1978.
The tent that got dragged around and set up all over Europe for a semester...

Fish vendor. Greece.


Travel companion yawning during a rest break at the Pompidou Centre. 1978.
We stayed with friends in the city. A comfortable break from camping on hard ground.
Paris.

Shopping in Villard de Lans, France. On the way back to the campground. 

Hard to believe that in 1978 one could walk right up to the Mona Lisa painting.
No crowds, no bullet proof glass enclosure. No endless barrage of phone selfies. No influencer
bucket list. Just a nice painting by some famous guy from the past...

Some friends we met while camping on an island south of the Greek mainland. 
Grandmothers in black,, with plastic bags of live octopi, accompanied us on the 
boat rides between islands. Time was measured in days and weeks, not hours. 



Going to the Parthenon was quick and easy. Any time of the day.

I didn't end up shooting many rolls of film but I'm oddly impressed at the amount of keepers I have gotten so far in the scanning process. And how easy it is to reproduce black and whites. You really can see just how much less resolution 35mm ISO 400 film negatives provide. And color? Fraught with peril. 

But once you get into the rhythm of the process it goes easily. And the memories float up at you from the little screen on the back of the camera. 

I wish I had been a better photographer when I started out but I think I would trade all the technical skills and training I have now to get back the sheer delight of discovering how to capture life with my camera at the very first of my camera adventures. Photography was secondary back then. Maybe it works better that way. Beginner's Eyes. There's a lot to be said for new adventures. Revisitations just leave one feeling empty. I can't imagine going to the Louvre any more. Every time I've been, paced over the years since my first visit with my parents in 1965, has been a little less fun. Less interesting. Less of a wonderful compromise between time and access. Now it's like waiting in the lines at Disney World. With the same people.

In 1978 there was no "Pyramid" to enter into the space. You entered through a small door on one side, barely tall enough for a person of normal height to get through without bending a bit. There were no lines. Student admission was something like $1.25 US. There was no cafĂ© inside. It was marvelous. Uncrowded and unhurried. You could spend a long, full day there wonderfully engaged. No distractions. 

Old people always talk about how great some things were back in the day. But it's true. Once you've been around the block a few times you have perspective. Those without perspective are enjoying or encountering stuff for the first time. They have no previous reference. Kinda like learning photography...Maybe things were better in the past. At least some things. But everyone comes to an experience in their own time, and with their own set of prior knowledge; they can't really know what they are missing in the present. Funny that way.

Wish I'd been more attentive about focusing back then...

Bookseller in Paris. One of the stalls along the Seine. 1978
Canonet QL17. Tri-X. Before I had enough practice focusing...

The Coliseum. A group of Japanese tourists.  


Where else but Rome. 1978.


Somewhere outside of Grenoble, in the mountains.
Near Villard de Lans?

The crowds in Venice. 


Vegetable merchant in Venice, Italy. 



Venice. 1990. Looking for the crowds.

Rome. 1986.

Rome. 1990.

Venice. 1986.

Venice. 1986

In a WC on a Boeing 747 heading to Europe with a Leica M3.
And a pocket full of Tri-X. And B.




Paris. 1978


Tourists in 1978 could wander the halls of great galleries without bumping into 
large groups of people. A more civilized time for travel. 

Sete, France. On the way to Perpignan. 1978.
A lovely little hotel on the coast where we ate roast chicken outdoors,
on a warm evening under a strand of lights, just yards from the
Mediterranean beaches.

All the times I've gone back to favorite cities for work or just to revisit I'm reminded that the experiences in my younger years were the ones that live on with the most power. The most value in my mind. I guess those early experiences are part of the mix that makes you. I'm always glad I took a camera...



 

6.24.2025

Amusing myself while two young men do a professional job installing new air conditioning and heating for the house.

 

B. on a train to somewhere in Italy. 

One year, back in 1990,  B. and I took a vacation to Italy. We flew in and out of Milan and spent the better part of two weeks traveling by train to Venice, Parma, Siena, Luca, Verona, Bologna, Florence and Rome. It was a wonderful trip and it was at a time when nothing was crowded or overly touristed. No lines to get into museums. No crowds on the trains. No need to make reservations at any but the most famous of restaurants. It was a time before digital cameras. A wonderful time before cellular phones. And it was...unhurried. The dollar was strong. The late September to early October weather was about as perfect as one could imagine and my traveling companion was.... wonderful.

It was not our first or last trip to Italy. We'd traveled there several times before as a couple and I'd been in and out of Rome a number of times on business. But this was my first time with both spare time and enough money to really enjoy the experience. We had recently closed our ad agency and I was about four years into the second launch of a career as a photographer. B. was working for a large ad agency as an art director/designer.

Of course I brought along a camera. But since we weren't sending minute by minute updates to Facebook, Instagram or some other online venue speed and immediate sharing were nowhere on the menu. One could take any sort of camera one wanted, secure in the knowledge that the film would wait patiently until we got home and could process it in our own darkrooms. And then make prints. The one way we had of sharing images at the time. 

With that in mind, on this particular trip, I carried only one camera. It was a Hasselblad 500 C/M with a 120mm film back. I traveled with two lenses. One was a 50mm f4.0 and the other was a 100mm f3.5. I didn't really get along with the wider lens but I did come to very much appreciate the 100mm focal length on a big square hunk of film. It just seemed....right. I could have made do with an 80mm lens but really, the longer lens suited me fine. 

The film I shot was all Tri-X black and white film. And that's interesting to me now that we live in a world where everyone shoots raw and decides after the fact how they will proceed. Whether they'll stay in color or add a preset to change the look and feel of the image, or if they will make the leap to black and white ("monochrome" for the elite...). And if they decide to go into black and white how much "pop" and sizzle will they add? How will it look best on screen?

In 1990 those options didn't really exist. If you shot Tri-X the only way you were going to end up with a color print would have been to print the image on a paper with a nice, toothy finish and then get to work with Marshall's transparent oil paints to paint it yourself. More work than most people might be looking for...

 But what it really meant was that once you committed to shooting the black and white film you could put all the other choices out of your mind and just get on with it. If you really, really needed some color along the way you could slip into a camera store and buy a 12 exposure roll.... Maybe for tulips and such. But if you already packed dozens of rolls of Tri-X you were probably already mentally committed. The nice thing about film cameras, unlike dedicated monochrome digital cameras is that you could pretty much have it both ways. When needed.

I find, from looking at old contact sheets, that my style of shooting in the film days, as compared to current practice, is that I mostly shot only one or two frames of anything that I was interested in photographing. That's it. No waste of film. No waste of time. It was probably from two limitations: 12 frames on a 120mm roll of film (shooting square, as God intended....) followed by a time consuming unloading and reloading process as well as the actual cost of film and development. Both conspired to slow one down a bit in situations where there were no clients around to bill....

I tried to work without a meter back then. I had gotten pretty good at guessing/intuiting/taking a chaotic chance with my metering, bolstered with a cheat sheet that used to come packed with every roll of film. I'm referencing the "Sunny Sixteen" rule here. Exposure in full sun = f16  with the shutter speed set to the ASA/ISO number. For Tri-X I'd cheat a bit and over expose by 2/3rd of a stop making my default shutter speed 1/250th. Subtract a stop for sunlight diffused by high, thin clouds. Subtract two stops for overcast. Indoors? Florescent lights? Try 1/60th, wide open aperture, and say a little prayer to the film gods.

If I'd taken a meter it would have been a Sekonic 398A which you can still purchase brand new. It's an incident meter (NOT a flash meter!!!) that works well and doesn't need batteries to operate. Here's one:
Sekonic 398  But even without a meter most of my shots were within the range to be printable. It's not rocket surgery....or brain science. 

I came home from that two week trip with about 50 rolls of exposed film. That's about 600 frames. Or about what I would shoot in one afternoon now at Eeyore's Birthday Party. Amazing how our approach to getting the images changes over time. New tools, new approaches. 

The beauty of a well shot, well developed, medium format ("real" medium format!!!) Tri-X negative is that one can print it very large. I have dozens and dozens of framed 20 by 20 inch black and white prints around the studio that are superior to black and white images I can make with a Leica SL2 camera, if I'm intent on blowing the results up to the same size...

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So far, the AC installation is going well. From what I can tell. The guys obviously know what they are doing. The units look cool and modern. Not sure I'll be able to make the aesthetic transition from having an old, analog, mercury thermostat to having a new digital thermostat. I hope there will be an owner's manual included. I can't wait until the install is complete so I can rev up the system and see how cold I can make the house. Perhaps I'll take a note from President Richard Nixon who was (in)famous for turning down the White House air conditioning as low as it would go so he could have a fire in the fireplace in the middle of the Summer. Keeping in style with the snifter of brandy and what not.

Maybe I'll just settle for one night at 68°...
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Swimming is going well. I'm trying to log as many swims as I can between now and next Tuesday. That's when I go in to have my face gouged with sharp knives I mean that's when I go in for Mohs surgery for a touch of skin cancer... I won't be in the pool for at least 10 days after that. One waggish friend who is now officially tired of hearing me whine about my enforced time out from the pool suggested that I could tape a plastic bag over my head, sealed with waterproof tape, and that would allow me to get back in the pool without getting the stitches wet... I think you can see the flaw in that plan...
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Coffee is always appropriate. And might be medicinal...

How much is a new AC unit and heater? 
About two Leica M11s. And maybe an extra battery or two.
Sigh.....

I find it funny that my old EP-2 used the same EVF finder that I now use 
on the Leica M240 rangefinder cameras. Timeless digital accessories.
Though I wish it had three times the resolution....

there is no tempo today. Just chill time.