12.28.2024

I kid myself that I never shoot for posterity but sometimes it ends up happening anyway.







If you've followed my blog you've no doubt seen photos of this complex of old, industrial buildings many times over the years. They occupy a couple acres of premium, downtown land and they have been there since before I moved to Austin in 1974. From what I can tell the buildings are or were part of an iron works and metal fabrication facility. The brick building, which adjoins the corrugated metal-clad buildings has been more or less vacant for as long as I've been aware of it and walking by it. About twenty years. 

On the other side of the fence, to the left of the building in the bottom frame, are railroad tracks and just on the other side of the railroad tracks is our small, quiet Amtrak station. The plot of real estate is just to the West of Lamar Blvd. and just north of Lady Bird Lake. It's in an area that used to be a quiet, close-in to the Capital, residential area but it's now a red hot development target. Four and five story "mixed use" projects are going up all around.

When I first started walking through this area with my camera it was sleepy quiet. The front of the brick building is located on a low traffic street that came to a stop at a dead end for two way traffic and maintained a bike lane and a little used, one way, car lane instead. I'd walk through this area on many business days without seeing a single person. And I don't know why, other than the fact that the buildings are so different from all the new, aimed at the affluent professionals, cookie cutter buildings. And the idea that, at least once upon a time, a thriving business existed here that was centered around skilled labor and craftsmanship but not high end retail sshopping.

I was happy enough to walk by and snap a few frames on my way from my favorite parking spot into the heart of Austin's downtown but about a month ago, when walking by, I found a sign on a small wooden post declaring that imminent demolition had been applied for. This piqued my interest as I somehow have convinced myself that the simplicity and tenor of the existing structures resonates with a collective memory of what Austin was like, what it was about, before our rush to excess affluence started to change everything. Now I am motivated to at least preserve it in photographs. As I did about a decade ago with the decommissioning of the Seaholm Power Plant that existed since the dawn of time in the middle of downtown. (Now a mixed use retail/residence project).

I've been in touch with the owners to gain legal access to the property and am awaiting a reply. I proposed spending a couple different days documenting every square inch of the exterior and then at least a day to wander through the guts of the space with a bag full of wide angle lenses, a stout tripod and a high resolution camera. We'll see what happens. I don't know all the particulars but I hope I not racing against some sort of unmovable deadline for the eradication of this little, out of the way and barely noticed piece of old Austin. 

The images shown here were done in passing with a Leica rangefinder camera and the 50mm f2.0 Zeiss ZM lens. Hardly the optimal choice for a wide-ranging architectural documentation. But something had to light the fire under my feet and get the process rolling and the shots done in passing, over time, seem to have had a cumulative effect. 

When (and if) I finish the project I'll also interview the owners to find the history and backstory of the business there and the evolution of it. I'll offer the whole package to the Austin History Center for their use. It's not the kind of content that I usually do for myself but I'm curious enough about the whole place to pursue this. And if parts are still functioning I might even be able to make some good portraits. 

That's what I'm working on between work and swimming. The schedule is filling up. 

Don't need any A.I. for this one....

12.27.2024

50mm Happiness. Or maybe it's just the time spent walking. And a bit about media of the future. Hmmm. A.I. videos are now a thing.


I find it hard to separate the years of looking at other people's images with the act of making of my own. The references get so tangled. The red truck above is one of my ripostes at the endless adoration of William Eggleston's color work. Homage to banality. But once you see the red trike it's hard to forget the power of something new. I'm also a sucker for deck plate. That's the pattern on the metal utility cover show below. I love deck plate. I like industrial stuff. I'd happy for days in some sort of SteamPunk clock factory, just snapping away.

And...by the way....

Have you seen the "Steampunk" A.I. videos all over YouTube these days? I find them fascinating. And in a few years we'll collectively probably stop making TV shows and movies with real actors and flood the market with A.I. constructions. Interesting to know that the reason home video players took off in the 1980s was all down to the pornography industry. (The link here doesn't fall under that category....). But the video I'm linking sure makes use of my love for complex, mechanical, brass constructions as well as beautiful women. 

Mike will hate this "new" media because it's not pure. Not handmade by humans. But it is the future of mass media whether you play along or not. And it's going to displace something....

Go see for yourself and make up your own mind. It's okay if you disagree but I'm not sure these short videos are anything more than proof of concept. Mini-portfolios as it were: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3V6VikmWKPw


Sure. We can all talk a good game about how A.I. will never replace: fill in the blank but if you sit down and look at what is already out there, and out there in a really short amount of time, you'll have to admit that the potential of the new technologies is more or less only limited by one's imagination. Finally, a reason for 8K monitors? Or you can dismiss it as did many critics of the original iPhone...

Not that I'm planning on melting down all my Leica gear and buying a bigger monitor and an easy chair, but I think it behooves both the people who are into photography as an art, as well as people who are into photography as a commercial business, to take off the blinders, ignore the Luddites and see what's out there for ourselves. Then, if you want to scurry back to your analog darkroom and unload those sheet film holders you can aptly label yourself as a contrarian or a keeper of the flame(s). 



My take is that mass media is going to go in one direction and people in my generation will publicly rail about it ad infinitum but will also be sneaking another peek. You know, just for research...

 

12.26.2024

I left my camera at home for Christmas. It was the right thing to do...


I've carried a camera with me everywhere now for a long time. At times I feel like Linus from the Charlie Brown cartoons. He is always depicted with his "security" blanket. His constant source of self-comfort. There are people who love fashion and clothes and who spend lots of time going through their closets and standing in front of mirrors trying, each day, to pick out the perfect outfit. And I can feel the resemblance as I go through a filing cabinet drawer trying to pick out what I feel will be just the right camera for an outing. Only, it never really is. I always end up somewhere wishing I'd made a different choice. 

So, this year I was heading down to San Antonio to have Christmas dinner with an extended group of in-laws, my wife and my son. At the last minute I decided that the way to make the perfect choice of camera would be to not make a choice. Not bring a camera. Instead of being an "observer" at the evening's festivities I would instead be a more active participant. And I wouldn't have my "security" camera to hide behind, or speak to my long constructed identity. Instead, I'd be...part of the family. 

Everyone had a smart phone. Lots of photos were taken. The elementary aged kids of my niece were great and well documented by various camera happy phone shooters. There was a group shot done on a phone by a nephew's fiancĂ©e which was exemplary and shared via group text minutes later. We all look well fed, happy, congenial. The gear (an iPhone) and the person wielding the gear were more than competent to make us all look good. And she did it in the first shot. Which made me conscious of the times in the past when I've tortured a group by taking a bunch of shots in the pursuit of ever elusive perfection. 

Interesting to me was the fact that I never felt I was missing a chance to do a great photograph. There isn't always a reason to photograph. Not always a reason to document everything. In fact, the flan was delicious but visually? It's just a flan. More photos of wine bottles? Not needed. More photos of our 95 year old relative? She might have indulged my need to photograph but it might also have made her uncomfortable, and who needs to feel over-documented at a holiday dinner? 

We all had a lovely time. We exchanged gifts and stories and happy news. All without a leather strap over one of my shoulders or a camera bouncing around on my belly. We drove back late in the evening through a mix of fog, mist and light rain. When I walked into the house there was a lonely camera sitting on the edge of the dining room table. Waiting patiently for me to use it with complete attention --- but not as just a fashion accessory. Not a part of my uniform. All of which made me feel a bit chastened as I remembered all the times when I felt having a camera always at hand was somehow important. 

Life goes on whether we document it or not. We can choose the moments to be out enjoying photography but we can also, I think, develop the realization that so much of life is meant to be lived, enjoyed and participated in rather than always being the guy waiting on the sidelines for a potential picture to  present itself. Because....why?

Today I was back in Austin. Everyone was busy and engaged. I had the day to myself and I did feel like going for a walk, and also I felt like inviting a camera along for the time I'd be out on the streets, walking and looking at post holiday downtown. 

I brought along an M240 with a 50mm lens on it. A perfect choice for a quiet walk. Good company. And instead of becoming a distraction in the midst of a party I was merely a tourist in my own town, looking for the things that make my town fun. 


A few odds and ends came via Fedex today. Really small and simple stuff. A 43mm lens cap. The 43mm lens caps always seem to be the ones that get lost most frequently. They are small and I guess when I drop them they are good at rolling under big furniture and hiding there. I got a protection filter for a favorite 35mm lens that kept getting rain drops on the front element last time I was out. I broke with the tradition of buying the expensive filters and went a bit down market. Works just fine. 

I also bought a second honeycomb grid Attachment for a recently arrived LED panel. One of the Godox Compac 100s. I love the narrowed and more controlled beam that results so I can now have more control but with nearly the same soft light. At $50 it's a nice modifier to have at hand. More thrill with less spill.

At this juncture I am proud to say that I didn't drop another $7,000 to $14,000 to buy either a Leica Q3 - 4/3 or a Leica SL3, or both of them; even though I thought I really wanted each of them. Now having not bought them and resisting the lure of them I seem much happier to use the older M240 cameras. Interesting that such nice files can come from 12 year old cameras. Nice for me since I already have them to shoot with. But it feels odd to have gone through an entire year without spending on multiple cameras. I did pick up a Leica SL2-S, used. But I was able to rationalize that one as a "work" camera. I'm not sure I'd be able to believe my own rationalization process if I tried to trick myself into thinking that a Q3-something was needed for "work." 

We're heading into 2025. I'm not sure what to expect but I'm pretty certain it will all be both different; completely different, but also more of the same. 

More to come. Thanks for reading. Enjoy shooting with what you have. It might even be revelatory. It was for me this season. And this year. 

12.23.2024

Fun with photography. Sorry, no deep dive into theory. No manifestos. Just the joy of being out and around.

The fellow on the right is David. We've known each other for years. Swell guy.
We keep running into each other at Jo's Coffee on S. Congress. He's always surrounded by friends. They even have a little "reserved" sign on their table. The only one I know about in the whole establishment. Their mission? Enjoy a beautiful, seasonally temperate day in Austin. With cameras.


This is revenge since David posted an image of me a week ago on Instagram.
And there is a diagonal to the frame. Oops. I forgot. No theory other than fun.

Being shy, quiet and introspective I wished David and his crew well
and then retreated to the courtyard at Hotel San JosĂ© to enjoy 
the solitude and calmness of the space... Cappuccino at the ready.

Tourists line up to take photos of one another standing in front of a green wall on which, in red spray paint, is written: "I love you so much." It gets crowded there on weekends. So much love. 

My friend Christopher is a street photographer. Full time. Full stop. 
We ran into each other yesterday afternoon and roamed around the giant, outdoor
mall that is South Congress Avenue. Snapping and talking about photos.

The courtyard at the Austin Motel has a yearly Christmas tree extravaganza which is a 
contrasty counterpoint to the lovely, semi-erotic mosaics that dot the walls....

I love that the woman depicted in this mosaic is making a selfie with a cellphone.

At the boot shop called, Freebirds. 

Same. 

More of the same. But with flowers. 

Christmas decorated Eldorado. 
the crowd on the corner. In ....  "monochrome." 

Whippet Lunch #1

Whippet Lunch #2

Ah. Look. The next door neighbors got a Lamborghini...

How will I ever keep up? 

Life is good. Even better when you can run into multiple photographer friends in a short period of time. Although I'm thinking Christopher might be a bad influence since we ended up at "The Salty." The premier donut shop in all of central Texas.... where, mysteriously, I felt compelled to buy and consume a pistachio glazed donut. $5 for a donut? That's an Austin Style pastry...

I've been so happy just to take my Q2 with me everywhere. It's a great little camera. It's happy making black and white images. It's happy making color images. And the SCL-6 battery (the new ones) last just about forever. 

Tomorrow we'll have dinner with the kid. I spent some time this morning at Whole Foods shopping for just the right grass fed Ribeyes. And time this afternoon at the local wine shop searching for the perfect bottle of red wine to accompany. Life, in this moment, is so good. I'm having an APO Summilux sort of day.... Hope the same for you, dear reader.

 

End of year summary. Fun, weird, annoying 2024.

 


This year was about camera consolidation for me. I've long since passed the point at which the quality differences between "new camera A" and "old camera B" are at all visible to me; and certainly not to my clients, friends and family. Instead of panting over new cameras arriving on the scene this year I've spent the time using the stuff I already have. And, surprise, surprise! All the cameras I have spread around the studio work great for anything I press them to accomplish. And all the excess ones have been given away or sold.

I'm a firm believer that when we hit 24 megapixels of resolution we absolutely hit the sweet spot of imaging science. Across all the cameras I routinely play with 24 megapixels is the standard. I have two cameras that have higher megapixel counts (47.5) but I really can't see the difference between them and the lower res models unless I'm really, really pixel peeping and squinting really hard at images. Certainly, if I were routinely printing four foot by six foot panels for clients I might see a bigger difference but, stepping out of my generational role as a curmudgeon opposed to all digital progress, I have to admit that I'd probably get at least as much advantage just using one of the many powerful tools in PhotoShop to res up the files to match. The software for imaging has gotten so incredibly good that I think the availability of those post processing tools will really retard progress in getting newer and newer cameras into the market. Because...why?

If the old bugaboos of file noise and file size are the metrics most people still care about I have to say that A.I. DeNoise and Enhance Image in the Adobe apps match, in older camera files, what people are paying for in newly introduced cameras. So... why bother to buy more? And certainly, why upgrade?

I sold off my medium format digital equipment this year. It just wasn't as much fun to use as the full frame stuff. Sure, if I locked down the camera onto a tripod for every shot and used all the right techniques I might get strikingly better images from the larger sensors but that's a long way to go versus enjoying the more agile and haptic-ly mature handling of the 35mm sensor sized cameras. And the smaller lenses. And in the end, after using both systems in real jobs, the output just didn't match the investment. 

I have some predictions for the year(s) ahead. Now that camera makers have started putting big, high res sensors in smaller cameras I think the age of big, burly "pro" cameras is coming to an end. Leica's most popular camera is the Q3 --- and the Q3-43 variant. Not the big SL2 or slightly smaller SL3. I'd wager that the same is true across other brand's product lines as well. The resurgence of compact cameras; what we used to call "point and shoots" is a good thing. Nearly all photographs are headed to screens with no detours to a desktop printer or a printing lab. Sure, some people still get prints made but even there the high end compacts have more than enough image quality potential to deliver great results. 

Compacts originally died out because the sensors were small and the lenses were mostly slow. Big, fast sensors were too expensive for the compact price points, early on, but now Sony, Fuji and others have shown the way. It was surprising this year to see Leica join the compact camera circus with their D-Lux8 but I think that's a harbinger of what's to come across the product lines. And, from everyone I've talked to it's the advantages of handling the cameras that makes them a better choice for serious shooters than smartphones. 

People are also finally figuring out that a stolen phone can have dramatic implications for privacy, account security, identity theft and a raft of other issues that current compact cameras don't share. And not having to have a phone in one's hands out in the streets means less exposure to all kinds of non-material theft. A stolen camera? Yeah, you lose a few images and the cost of a camera. Stolen phone? Hacked Bluetooth? Hacked Wi-fi? Those things can result in thousands of dollars of loss from multiple financial accounts. We might even see a welcome regression in people's habitual use of phones to defer boredom... (wishful thinking). Do you turn off Bluetooth when you are out walking with your phone? Maybe you should...

Judging from my own experience and my attitude I am comfortable predicting that once the "newly retired" generation passes away home inkjet printing will quickly become a thing of the past. Like CD players and DVDs. If you need or want prints it's much more cost effective and convenient to send files to a high quality printing service and work instead on making sure your screen calibration matches that of your chosen output supplier. 

If I have services print stuff for shows or displays the minimum print size I'm looking for is usually 24x24 inches of live image surrounded by three or four  inches of white border. Home inkjet printers that can do this well are outrageously expensive to own, service, feed, etc. Like owning a Ferrari that you only drive for a couple days a year. If you are printing at home every day then more power to you but...what the heck are you doing with all those prints? And what are you getting that a good, custom printing service can't more reliably deliver? Head clogs?

Moving on. Let's discuss lighting. I was at the big, bricks and mortar camera store this month looking at lighting. I actually still do work that requires flash from time to time and while I didn't need any more flashes in the moment I was curious what the camera store might have. Five years ago their inventory was overflowing with Godox, Westscott, Profoto and other flash equipment. Things were moving more and more toward flash gear that used big, rechargeable lithium batteries to replace the cord to the wall socket but you could walk in and buy wonderfully small, pack and head systems as well as a range of monolight flashes that ranged from 100 watts seconds to at least 600 watt seconds. All over town I'd see wedding photographers, family photographers and wannabe fashion photographers out in the wild using these bigger flashes with umbrellas or soft boxes on them doing the good, old fill flash with sunlight. 

On my recent trip through the photographic candy store I found exactly three studio/pro flash units but the number and kinds of LED lights had taken over 95% of the shelf space. A non-stop embrace of continuous lighting. There has been a quick and profound change in people's lighting techniques. Big Flashes are now an occasional rental item and not the everyday tools that we considered them to be.

The same can be said for tripods. I can't give them away. Younger photographers look at me with a mystified, almost pity filled stare when I try to pass tripods on to them. One actually asked, "Do you not know about image stabilization in cameras?" Seems the only people with even a passing interest in tripods are videographers. And even there getting them to use a tripod instead of a gimbal requires the insistent demands of a client who really doesn't want pay for shaky "footage." 

I still use tripods. But when I use them in front of new, younger assistants I feel like a dinosaur. And not a predator dinosaur but more like prey. 

It's been a strange year. Clients still call but they've stopped asking for bids or estimates almost altogether. I still reflexively send along contracts with budgets embedded in them but most clients don't care. They have the money to spend. They know costs are rising...

It's been a strange year. I bought car I really didn't need and while I like it a lot I sometimes stop and wonder what the heck I was thinking. It's not a financial hardship but I'd have a hard time explaining a new car as an impulse purchase to my depression era parents; if they were still around...

It's a strange year. Every time I think about retiring completely I find myself being bored. And terrified of being bored. And every time I think about fully retiring my mail box starts to fill up with requests from existing and new clients to undertake more new projects. Maybe the marketing secret here is to just posture retirement and wait for the deluge of new work. 

It's a strange year in that we've once again voted in our own incipient hardship era. Well, not for wealthy stock holders but for the poor and the middle classes. If most of your money comes from dividends and wealth relentlessly being accrued in the markets even while you sleep you probably don't care. You can "posture" liberal but take advantage of the markets for your own gain. Ethically bankrupt but legally permissible. And don't get me started on the morality of our modern politics. On either side. Stay invested? Move to Switzerland? Huddle down and look for sales at the Dollar Stores? It's a mess. 

This seems to be the year (2024) when photography-oriented blogs just fell apart and collapsed. Old codgers wanna write about their golden years instead of anything contemporary and topical. I'm so bored with the blogs I used to love that when waiting for a tardy appointment to commence I find myself scrolling through my own archive of posts from this site to re-read. The fortunate thing about getting older and forgetting stuff is that some of the work here from ten years ago seems fresh and new to me when I read it again. Mostly I like it because it's relentlessly about cameras, lighting, jobs and photography --- which is the job. And not about the best weedwhacker for the money or how one blogger or another "deserves" to join the 1% while at the same time delivering mostly sunset content. 

Photography as my generation knew it is collapsing. But not to worry. The next generation and the next will breathe life into photography the way they like and value it. No more speed graphics! A lot more interactive sharing? And smaller cameras joined up with a lot more experiences. 

Why do I photograph? It's not to touch cameras and play with gear. I do it because I love the way people look when I photograph them. I love the experience of meeting people and making a lasting record of them. This is the opposite, I think, of wanting to "be" a photographer but not being at all sure of what it is you want to photograph. It's not enough to master the process. You have to have a passion for the subject that gets you out and working on stuff. But for me it's always the people component. Falling in love with my subjects over and over again. At some point the camera is just ancillary. 

Finally, this is the year that I realized that archiving the bulk of our work is a meaningless, ego driven activity that just sucks up time I can better use living and photographing for the fun of it. If you aren't a Magnum photographer or one of the collected fashion or editorial photographers who've made a name for themselves with museums and galleries the idea that anything beyond your 100 favorite photographs surviving after your inevitable demise is just an idea that serves to insulate you from the pain of mortality.  The more you throw away the happier your heirs will be. 

In spite of everything I've written here I still love photography, love heading out after swim practice to walk the streets, sit around drinking coffee, catching up with old and new friends, all while looking for fun new ways to photograph them, my city and my life. My tightest and most appreciative audience? Well, that would be me.


Young woman in a yellow Santa Claus outfit passing out candy canes for a clothing and jewelry boutique on trendy, South Congress Ave. Adorable.

12.22.2024

Someone recently said that scanned black and white film can only be viewed authentically when printed on paper. Right.... I guess we'll shut down the internet....

 


The old idea that everything black and white has to be printed on traditional photographic paper to be legit is such hogwash. But I guess trying to change those minds... it's like teaching someone to swim who just can't let go of his or her arm floaties. Can't let go of the side of the pool. The fear of something new is just too strong... the ambiguity is paralyzing.

I wanted thousands of people to see this image of Lou but I couldn't afford (in either time or money) to print thousands of 16x20 inch, fiber, double weight Agfa Portriga Rapid prints to share. And the postage would have played havoc with my budget...if I had a budget.

We should all have three or four huge, major galleries dedicated to photography within a few miles of our homes; in every city and town in the country. And all of them should welcome new talent all the time. Right?

Dream on.

Understand that black and white images can be shared effectively on a good screen. 
In fact, for the last twenty years our careers have been predicated on that being true.