5.03.2025
Cars on South Congress Avenue on a Saturday Afternoon. 50mms rocks.
Just Another Day in Austin. Sharing the Crosswalks with Horses. Riders Waiting for the Lights to Change. Same as anywhere else. See this in Paris all the Time....
A few people actually looked up from their phones...
Saturday. Back on track.
It was an interesting morning. I was back in the pool for swim practice today and was practicing a new technique for imagining freestyle stroke mechanics. Most swimmers think of their arm stroke as a way to push water behind them in order to move forward. Advanced swimmers and coaches (the .01%) don't think that way. Instead they see the point of furthest extension of your hand and arm (one side at a time) as a whole different thing. They understand the process to actually be an anchoring of your hand at that forward spot in the water and then using that anchor and your stroke to pull your body past the anchor point. Placing your hand in front isn't just the start of your usual pull back for thrust; instead it's establishing an anchor point. And with that the idea of pulling your body forward instead of forcing water backwards. It's a surprisingly effective visualization. Or a reframing of expectations for a process.
Sometimes re-thinking, or even better, reframing a thought can be a powerful tool for changing habits. I noticed that when I let myself think of the furthest extension as the establishment of an anchor point I slowed down the turnover of my stroke but then engaged with more efficient power. Two results: a more fluid exchange of power in the water and an increase in sustainable speed.
What does this have to do with photography?
B. and I have a family tradition of always (or nearly always) having lunch together on Saturdays. I spent some time cleaning up the mess I'd left in the studio after returning from a shoot while she finished up her daily yoga practice. I lost interest in cleaning up so I walked down the hall to my home office and looked through one of the bookshelves. I came across a journal from the early 1980s and sat down in a comfortable chair to see what had been on my mind back then.
I came across handwritten pages which were my draft notes for the syllabus I made for my fine art photography students, for a Summer semester at the University of Texas at Austin, College of Fine Arts. Several pages in my words reminded me that I made it a requisite that all advanced students and my two grad students learn how to use a 4x5 or an 8x10 view camera. I noted that no one was required to use one for their personal use or in order to make portfolios for the class but all would need to know how and why to use a camera with movements. How to tilt and shift. How to control fields of focus. How to load and shoot sheet film and, finally, how to process and print black and white sheet film. There were many complaints at the start of the semester. "View cameras are too hard!!!" I had anticipated that there would be. I had written this into the syllabus:
"Using a view camera requires some logic and persistence. But mostly it requires an open mind for new experiences. If you fight the camera it will take all semester to master it. If you embrace it you can learn the essentials in a couple of days. Which will make you happier?"
I had to learn view camera technique on an 8x10 view camera. When I started as a teaching assistant to Tomas Pantin a few years earlier I was conversant with 35mm SLRs, 35mm rangefinders and 120mm Rollei twin lens cameras. Tomas's course was all about studio photography and his courses included the use of 4x5 cameras, and 8x10 cameras with 4x5 inch reducing backs. He insisted that I get up to speed by the start of the semester. I'm pretty sure it was because he didn't want to field student questions about large format all day long.
I got a well illustrated book about using view cameras from the UT Fine Arts Library and plowed into the black arts of large format. It taught me a lot about the principles of photography and how cameras, at their very basics, work. Here is the currently revised edition of the book that helped me learn: https://www.amazon.com/Using-View-Camera-Creative-Photography/dp/1626540772
My students mostly chose to embrace the learning experience with large format and to make it fun for themselves. I gave them ample printed handouts and we spent a four hour session in the first week of the semester going over and over the view camera basics. It stuck with almost everyone and I was gratified years later when several of my students dropped by my studio to let me know how they were getting along in their photo careers.
A shift from: view cameras are hard to master and mysterious to: embrace the process and relax, you'll get it in a couple of days was just the re-framing they needed to understand that it wasn't at all difficult.
Same with swimming. It just took me a lot longer to figure it all out.
B. and I went out for a nice lunch and she reminded me that everything can be approached from nearly an infinite number of angles. Some of them work and some don't. Just relax and flow through the process.
The bulk of my commercial work during the first ten years of my career was done with one 4x5 view camera and three inexpensive view camera lenses. Worked well.
5.02.2025
The Tariffs Are Here. The Tariffs Are Here! What's Next?
Well. Here we are. The first wave of tariff shock came rolling in. Leica prices in general jumped by anywhere from 10% to 20% and the tariff contagion spilled over onto my Leica-loving Canadian friends as well. Seems that the US is the North American distribution center for those German products and since all Leicas come in here first before some are sent on to Canada everything gets hit with the same increases.
I guess today is the day to bitch about how sad and depressing my life is on May 2nd. I had to pay bills today. I paid off the balances on my credit cards. But I do that every month. I set aside money for property tax --- the tax that never sleeps --- and a bit more for federal income taxes, paid my swim dues, my concierge doctor's monthly charge, the gas bill, the electric bill, water bill, the various phone bills and internet bill, club dues, made my usual donation to the household account and, finally, paid my gardener. Woe is me. So sad.
But the thing that really chaps my hide is the idea that, going forward, when I need a little pick me up from Leica -- say a new M11P or a nice lens to fend off the economic blues I'll not only have to save up extra couch cushion change to cover the new tariffs but I'll also be participating in the "world economy" in which, under our current administration, the US dollar has dropped in value by about 9%. If you add the 10% increase in the cost of German retail therapy from tariffs to the 9% drop in the value of the dollar against the Euro it means I'll be paying about 19% more than I would have for my emotional support camera gear if I'd bought it just a few months ago.
But it's always good to remember the current mantra: "Tariffs are not a tax on American Consumers!" My grasp of macro economics is far from sterling but these price increases sure feel like a new tax to me...
I read that three of Fuji's most popular cameras; the new GFX RF, the X100VI and the XM-5, all of which are manufactured in China will no longer be imported into the USA. Too expensive now to sell to a shrinking market of people with less disposable income. So, bit by bit our choices will become more limited than ever before. Not just too expensive but literally, physically unobtainable.
I guess I need to starting cutting costs where I can. Using the coffee grounds two or three times before composting. Move my grocery shopping from Whole Foods to Walmart. Switch from French wines to, gasp! Texas wines. Bust out the dial up modem. Pull the ole flip phone out of a dusty drawer. I've never had them but I'm sure I'll miss those opera box seats I've always had my eyes on...
On a serious note I think the financial pinches caused by the tariffs will be really hard on lots and lots of Americans who plainly never signed up for this. Economists are forecasting rolling shortages of foods, medicines and all kinds of staples. The last time I was at a Trader Joe's I noticed people now stocking up on toilet paper. The food banks are already starting to feel a recent surge of newly food insecure families. And with the Canadians responsible these days for a large share of our oil and gas supplies I can only imagine they'll be retaliating in kind and driving our gasoline prices to well over $4 a gallon. "What????" my European readers might say. "Did you mean $4 per liter???" Yes, we're spoiled but we've got lots of space between our homes and everything else and a lot of black top we've already payed for that someone has to use....
Unhappy to know that we live in a country where it's okay for school children to go hungry so billionaires can skirt paying taxes. And now the Leicas..... It's just too much.
5.01.2025
Mellow day at work. Easy client. More talking than photographing.
An email came a couple of days ago. It was from an interesting client. A small, private investment firm with a plus-sized amount of capital. They are not the most frequent of clients but they do call once or twice a year to have me photograph people in their organization who are moving up. They needed a nice portrait of their new CFO. They called for the usual reason; they liked the previous ones I'd done for them and thought it would be a good idea if the basic styles matched so nothing looked out of place on their website.
We didn't discuss price or terms or agreement papers. We only discussed scheduling. Today was a convenient day for both parties so we set up an appointment at their location for 11 a.m. It was Monday when we booked the appointment. I came down with a Summer cold the next morning. I was going to cancel but I'm pretty healthy and I was confident I'd heal quickly and be in good shape for the shoot.
When I woke up this morning the major symptoms were mostly gone and my energy was returning. I felt fine with nothing really to show for my efforts at being sick other than a slight sniffle.
I have done location/environmental portraits for this client at least seven times before so I knew exactly what I wanted to bring along; gear-wise. A couple of flashes, a couple of stands, a couple of umbrellas and a couple of cameras. And, oh yeah, a couple of lenses. Everything fit into one easy to move rolling case and one stand bag. A simple to manage package that I could get up the stairs at the client's office in one trip.
My house and office are about four miles from the client's building in the hills just to the west. At 10:45 am the traffic was light and the drive over was pleasant enough. I got there a bit early so I spent a few minutes returning emails, in my car, in the parking lot.
I was greeted warmly by the office manager, Vanessa. We've always had a nice rapport. We talked about the things long-tenured Austinites talk about. The traffic. The ever changing street names. Etc. She asked if I needed anything to drink. Water? Coffee? Soft drink? I told her I was fine but still, it was a sweet gesture.
The plan was to set up in their conference room. It has a nice view of undeveloped central Texas hill country. When I got to the office there was a meeting in progress in that location but Vanessa assured me that the team knew I was coming this morning and would be out at 11 sharp. Sure enough, when the hands on my watch hit eleven the person I would be photographing came to find me, introduce himself, and to let me know that the room was at my disposal. I asked him to give me 15 or 20 minutes to set up and he walked off to trade out his polo shirt for a dress shirt, jacket and tie.
His assistant dropped by to see if I needed anything. Water? Coffee? Snacks? Was the temperature in the room okay? Very thoughtful. But I really didn't need anything at the moment.
As I stated above I was traveling really light. I set up two light stands, put small, electronic flashes on them both and then attached a 45 inch white umbrella with a black backing on one and a 60 inch white umbrella with a black backing on the other. Both were controlled and triggered by a Godox X1Pro trigger dedicated to the L mount Leica cameras. Worked fine. But it should since I was shooting in a manual mode.
I pulled a Leica SL2 out of the rolling case and put a 90mm Sigma lens on it. I set the camera to shoot Jpeg and DNG, mostly because I wanted to shoot in the 1:1 format and I remembered that the camera would show the cropped square and Lightroom would show, and keep, the same cropped squares in post. It was refreshing to compose all the shots as squares. Such a lovely balance to the frame as opposed to the weirdness of 3:2.
The CFO came back in after I'd set up the lights and figured out how I wanted to compose the shots. He was soft-spoken and so very easy to work with. A guy in his mid-50s who was in very good physical shape and well grounded. And, as small town Austin would have it, his previous employer is the husband of one of my swim coaches. Once we figured that out we were off and running. We never ran out of stuff to talk about and how could I even think we would since his company's raison d'ĂŞtre is financial investments and we happen to be living through an incredibly interesting time for anyone who is interesting in keeping and growing money?
That's the funny thing about my portrait sessions these days. We spend more time figuring out who we know in common and how life is playing out than we ever used to in the days when just getting lights and cameras set up seemed to be a big and complicated undertaking. At our respective ages and our levels in our respective businesses there is so much common experience, and for long time Austin residents, so many common people intersections. It's sometimes like we're living in a huge Venn diagram.
I had positioned my subject in front of a wall of windows so I could use the hill country landscape as a background. If you've lit into glass you probably know that it can be tricky. At least it seemed that way back in the days of Polaroid test materials. Now, it seems easy enough. The only "pool" I play is with lighting and I'm getting really good at predicting what's going to reflect in the glass behind the guy. Really good. Now it's getting the ratio between interior light and exterior light that mostly comes into play. Made especially fun if the sun is going in and out of the clouds in the background. But the SL2 is a beast when it comes to dynamic range and I know if can get any detail at all in the background it's child's play to recover the backgrounds --- if I need to. I'd rather get everything balanced in camera by increasing or decreasing the flash exposure to compensate for the exterior changes. But like the life jacket in the speedboat, it always feels safer knowing Lightroom tools are there.
When I got good images and good expressions in the first location we moved back a bit, re-comped and re-lit to get a different background. And then we moved again. And finally, one more move, which gave the client and me four different looks to choose from.
The CFO and I continued talking about things like Swiss Government bonds, currency devaluations, re-figuring local rate of return when taking international trade into consideration and...as usual...the flux of home prices in Austin housing. Once I finished packing up the gear (made simple by dint of its small footprint) my client rushed off to get me one of his business cards and asked me to say "hi" to my swim coach for him.
I arrived for the shoot at 11 am. I left the offices with photography part of the job complete by 12:15. The fee is embarrassing. But you charge what the market will bear. Having clients who understand the business side is advantageous for everyone. They understand the cost to do things right and to work with people they both trust and enjoy hanging out with. No complaints here.
The SL2 is a fine camera with which to make portraits. Especially so if you are a fan of the square. As I am. I'm mulling over getting an SL3 just for the extra resolution. But really... 47 megapixels is already a bit of overkill for most usages and with tariffs coming this might not be the time to pay list for one of Leica's pricier offerings.
It's now 4 in the afternoon and I'm almost completely over that pesky cold. I just booked another, similar portrait job with my oral surgery practice clients. Several versions of a studio portrait and one lifestyle portrait somewhere around Austin. Couple that with an out of town event later on in D.C. and I'm finding the my better clients are making any idea of retiring harder and harder. Ah well. At least I enjoy my work.
I used to think the most fun part of my job was opening the envelopes and pulling out the checks but now I am convinced it's having the valuable opportunity to have insightful conversations with very interesting people. Not just once in a while but every time I leave the house on business. And that's really cool.
4.30.2025
Daily Practice.
4.28.2025
OT: Staying young, staying fit, staying engaged in "now."