11.18.2020

I'm on vacation from work. Not on vacation from photography or blogging. There's a distinction to be made.


It was a great day to swim, eat a fajita taco at Torchy's on 2nd St. and to walk around with a funny hat and a earnest camera. 

I'm not working on any more projects for clients this year. It's a bit of burnout and a bit of precaution.

If you are a crazy person, and you truly believe that mainstream news is lying to you all the time, and that the wearing of masks will lead to the emasculation of the USA male population, and the onset of insanity in everyone  around you then all I can do is wish you well and keep my distance. A lot of distance.

But, if are still intellectually functional, and you look at the pandemic numbers and the case increases, you might understand my reticence at going to work with a bunch of people who are essentially strangers. I don't know how many rogue, teenage children they might have living at home who talk a good game but are still enjoying an active, covert nightlife with risky and possibly asymptomatic friends. If you are the marketing director who will be standing near me all day when I shoot "the big job" I'd rather take a pass and wait a while. What's the good of making more money if you aren't going to be around to enjoy it? Or, even worse, what if you live long, long time but with debilitating side effects of a nasty, nasty virus ?

I dropped by Trader Joe's in my neighborhood on the way home. They are still limiting the number of shoppers allowed in the store at any one time. Masks are absolutely mandatory there and have been since March. Everyone was doing a great job at social distancing. It's pleasant to see that a lot of people understand how they can help stop the spread of Covid. And also the flu. 

I needed to stock up on bean dip, chips, Candy Cane Jo-Jo's Cookies and sundries. I can never get out of the store without spending $60. It's worse than Whole Foods. But a lot more fun. But my real reason for turning off the phone and leaving the office was to avoid offers I might not have the fortitude to turn down...

I just wanted to walk. 

My Apple Watch asked me if I wanted to record my walk. I indicated, "yes." 

I walked for three and a half miles and shot about 100 frames with my current camera crush; the Panasonic GH5S. I went for nostalgia where the lens was concerned and popped a 25mm Summilux lens on the front. 

The combo was light, dimensionally agile and comfortable. Almost like achieving neutral buoyancy. 

I've been wearing the hat for a while and I try to remember my sunscreen but got some bad news from my dermatologist anyway. 

I had a biopsy done on a small spot on my face and it turned out to be squamous cell cancer. I have to go in for Mohs surgery the first week of December. That sucks. It's sure to trigger all my medical phobia, plus I'm afraid that any scar will ruin my chances at becoming a late arrival but wildly successful star in Hollywood. Or Bollywood. I'd go either direction depending on my share of the distribution rights....

But seriously, I'm told I'll be out of the pool for a week or two. That's never good. I'm already starting to book up days at the nearby Enchanted Rock Wilderness area. Most likely I'll try to wear out a couple pairs of hiking boots. Guest passes galore. 

I'll let you guys know how it goes. Maybe the beautiful girls will assume any scarring on my face is from my Schläger matches at the University of Heidelberg. Those Korbschläger are keen weapons... But maybe my surgeon will be so good and I'll leave without bragging rights. One can hope. 


15 comments:

Stephen said...

Hi, Kirk. Re MOHS on the face - been there, done that. And, as the saying goes, piece of cake (well, O.K., flesh, but...). If your surgeon is a plastics specialist, you'll have a hard time finding any sign of the surgery in a year or so. And it was less painful than getting a filling at the dentist. So, fear not.

Robert Roaldi said...

Best of luck with the surgery. I gave up my Hollywood dream decades ago, you'll just have to make peace with that. I figure it's just glamour and money, no biggee.

When I first read it, I thought you had written "... neural buoyancy". I thought to myself, what the hell is "neural buoyancy"? I wondered if it wasn't some sci-fi reference that I had missed, I never read sci-fi. Then I re-read it correctly and I assume that it has something to do with floating in water. I don't swim so all water references are over my head. It seems to me that there ought to be a way to work "neural buoyancy" into a sci-fi plot.

Kirk, Photographer/Writer said...

Thanks for the encouragement Stephen!

Robert, Scuba divers use weights and stuff to achieve neutral buoyancy so they neither sink nor rise to the surface when they don't want to. I've only scuba dived for nefarious reasons so my experience there is limited. I was trying for an analogy to having the camera not exert any unwanted influence.

But I'm loving your reading of "neural buoyancy." I'll try to fit that in somewhere....

Victor Bloomfield said...

"Neural buoyancy" has sort of been done in science fiction stories, in which a dying megalomaniac plutocrat has his wired-up brain floating preserved in a vat of nutrient broth, in hopes of eternal consciousness.

Henk said...

Wishing you all the best with your upcoming surgery Kirk. Stay safe.

Anonymous said...

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J Williams said...

One tip on the Mohs surgery. I had 2 cancerous spots removed a few years ago (one squamous and one basal). They took off the Squamous first as apparently that is the more serious one. It was on my temple and they did a pretty typical job sewing me up. Although not terrible, I have a noticeable scar from that one. The other one was on the side of my nose. The young lady who sewed that one up used only inside stitches (no visible stiches showing when she was done). 3 layers I think (it was a pretty large and deep tumor). She probably took an entire hour stitching me up. It is almost impossible to find the scar from that.

So, I'd suggest asking who will be doing the stitching up and maybe offer up a free portrait session if they take their time and do a good job.

The actual surgery part was nothing. The doc cut the first one out in under a minute and not much more for the second.

Do take it it easy for a bit. I tried to get back to work too soon after the basal spot and it didn't go so well.

Chuck Albertson said...

You'll be right - one of my siblings had a half-dozen of those procedures done last year, and they've healed up nicely. It sure beat the alternative. Besides, even if they look a bit raw initially, that will help you can make your big break into kung fu movies.

Abacus Photography said...

Good luck with the surgery, Kirk.

Anonymous said...

I planned to pass mine off as a dueling scar but it turned out to be barely visible.

Kirk, Photographer/Writer said...

Thanks to all who wrote with advice and encouragement about the upcoming "ordeal under knife." The surgeon is supposed to be the best in Central Texas and the initial spot was so small my dermatologist was ready to certify me as OCD. But he did the right thing and we hope we caught this really early.

I'm more concerned, in the moment, with figuring out a new gimbal. I guess I'll write about that today. After my massage, nap and wake-up cappucino...

Joe Dasbach said...

All the best, Kirk, for your surgery.
And for the temporary limitations on your routines.

Peter Dove said...

Best of luck with the surgery, Kirk.

Regarding sci-fi neural buoyancy, how about Altered Stares? Psychologist meditates himself into primordial slime in a flotation tank.

Or, neural buoyancy is that feeling you get when you’re walking around with your camera, nothing better to do – really – and pictures just appear for you.

Jason Hindle said...

Five gallon hat there?

Kirk, Photographer/Writer said...

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