Monday, March 06, 2023

Walking and shooting with a lightweight super kit. And thoughts about exercise...


When I recently joined a gym my overriding, long term goal was to be able to easily lift and carry any combination of camera and lens I desired, for hours at a time, until the end of my life. You know, fighting off sarcopenia and maintaining critical balance. I've always thought of myself as being pretty fit already but my newly acquired trainer suggested I keep a log of my actual exercise for a week. Seven days of book keeping. A spreadsheet of anti-sloth. We decided not to count everyday steps like walking to coffee or shopping. But I included everything in which my primary objective was....moving around with intention. 

After today's weight workout at the gym we went over my "take" for the week. I swam five masters swim workouts this week with an average of 3200 yards per day giving me a total of 16,000 yards of combined fast and moderate speeds, spread across all four strokes. A bit less than ten miles of swimming.  I did four different days of long, intentional walking averaging four miles per day for a total of 16 miles which translates to something like 10,000 steps per day. I did three hour long episodes of weight training using machines as opposed to free weights. When sprinting in the pool I try not to exceed a max heart rate of 155 beats per minute.That's just safe cardio training. When I do the weight machines at the gym I'm opting for low to medium weight loads but higher reps. I watch people try to lift their maximums but with three to five reps and I'm wondering how they plan to use the excess muscle mass. My theory, shared by the kinesiologists at UT swimming, is that you want good strength and preservation of muscle mass but that adding too much extra mass inhibits needed flexibility and adds weight that you have to then drag through the water. High reps and low to moderate weights are optimal for swimmers. 

A good health target for me is to keep my resting pulse rate under 60 (for sure) and under 55 if I can. I got on the scale today at the gym. With clothes and shoes I tipped the scales at 158 pounds. I rewarded myself later by having an extra helping of fresh blueberries on my Greek Yogurt and muesli. I'm about five pounds over my weight from when I started swimming in college in 1974. My best gauge for keeping weight balancing on track is to never buy pants with a bigger waist size. The pants will tell you, uncomfortably, if you need to drop some weight....  Being in good shape is fun. And a life long pursuit; not a hobby to be picked up and put down like seasonal decorations. Sure, it's easy for me since I'm still young. But that's what I said in my 50's and my 40's as well. As to specific diets....I've done research that shows changing a diet a 60+ might help you drop weight, reduce blood sugar etc. but there's only so much you can do for your health with diet alone. And an occasional piece of dark chocolate --- or a nice glass of red wine --- seems to make life even more worth living. 

Part of enjoying my walks is taking along fun cameras and lenses. I walked on Saturday after B. left again to help out with family stuff in SA. For some reason I decided that it was a "smaller/lighter" day. Maybe it was because the temperatures were in the high 80's that day. The Leica CL called out to me as did the charming, sharp and happy little Sigma 18-55mm f2.8 lens for the L mount. It's really small and light but even at f2.8 it's very sharp and capable. I shot around 300 frames and edited brutally when I got back home. I sure like the look of the camera's color and the lens's sharpness. The pair work well together. 








Every year Porsche comes to SXSW, rents a big vacant lot right on Congress Ave., just down the street from the state Capitol, and does a big ass dog and pony show for the week. At this point they were less than a week away from completion. In two and a half weeks it will all be gone. 


I was frankly a bit shocked when I opened this file up really big on my iMac Pro Retina screen. The detail is just amazing and that Monochrome HC setting in camera seems to know exactly what to do with the sky. There are no "color filter" options in the CL menu. It just comes perfectly equipped for B&W.




Linen shirt for Spring. Hat for Summer and Trail Smith pants for year round.

Divers watches taking a well needed break so I can wear my tiny little Seiko automatic. 
No extra wrist stress on that day...



My take on the depressing collapse of American taste and culture.


Just out and out charmed by the rendering of the CL and the Sigma lens on these black and whites. Fun.

So, if I add anything more to the exercise and walking with a camera schedule I might never have time to schedule any actual work. Tempting. So tempting. 
 

A long time reader asked for my final, definitive opinion of the Leica Q2. Here you go:


HRC. UT Austin Campus.

I bought a Leica Q2 late last year with no real intention or project in mind. I'd just heard and read so many good things about the handling, the image quality and the build quality of the camera that I wanted to see for myself if I could use it to more easily make great photos while out and around. I thought it would make an especially good camera for travel. We're still waiting to see on that last point but there is no reason it should not work well. The Q2 was not my first Leica digital camera investment. I had previously purchased and used six other Leicas and of the six five exceeded my expectations. The one outlier was the APS-C format TL2 which was....difficult. 

I call the TL2 difficult not because the files from the camera lacked any of the Leica color science and not because the build quality of the camera was lacking but it was obvious to me that the interface design; the menus and the way a user interacted with them, were absolutely foreign to all my previous Leica experiences. And since I did not have the opportunity to learn smart phone interfaces in the crib I found the way the settings worked trendy, murky and confusing. That camera was expelled from the fold with extreme prejudice. 

But my experiences with the CL, the SL and the SL2 models were, where the menus are involved, like coming home. In almost all paid work situations I like nothing better than using the SL and SL2 cameras. While they are very sturdy they are also a bit heavy for other casual uses. Carrying around a couple of these full frame cameras and a complement of lenses for a day is a chore. In the commercial photography workplace they are just another bit of gear on the cart, chasing around after cases of lights, stands, sandbags, tripods and cables. But walking the streets of Austin the bigger cameras and lenses are noticeable and, after a time, weighty. Especially if you would try doing a full day of street shooting with the SL2 and the enormously dense 24-90mm f2.8-4.0 zoom lens. The combination will give you pause. 

I added the Leica CLs to the mix pretty much as an alternative to the burden of the bigger cameras. I figured they would accept the same lens mount, fit better into a street shooting modality and they very much reminded me of my very first foray into Leica-dom, the camera was a Red Dial Leica IIIf that I bought for a song, along with a clean 50mm f4.0 collapsible Elmar lens, from the Camera Exchange in San Antonio, Texas. 

And, by most logical measures I should have stopped and been happy with the combination of small and large Leica digital cameras but this is not the way of the ancient photographer (been watching too many episodes of The Mandalorian...). Kaizen pushes me to constantly experiment with new ways of doing stuff with the goal of somehow improving my photography --- even though I know the improvements really need to come from me and not my gear.

But the lure (and the marketing) of the Q2 is compelling. The Force is currently strong with Leica. 

But enough about my Leica origin story. How do I like the camera now that I've had the chance to use it for a few months and shoot thousands of frames with it? It's an easy answer if you don't bring economics into the discussion. The camera itself is mostly well designed but I have a few niggles about its hand-hold-ability and I'll get to that below. When it comes to image quality I have no reservations whatsoever. 

When I use the camera in either the raw format or the Jpeg format I get clean, sharp files that match up well (or slightly better) than the lovely files I can get from the Leica SL2. The files are well corrected for vignetting and geometric distortions added by the lens. This all happens under the hood so we never see evidence of any compromise where the lens is concerned. I wasn't sure I'd get along well with the "crop" mode as Leica has implemented it but I find it very transparent to use now. I mostly frame and shoot at 28mm but I don't hesitate to use the crop mode for 35mm and 50mm images, I'm a bit leery about going all the way out to 75mm but I have done it, posted images from that crop and don't notice, at web res, any telltale loss of quality vis-a-vis the full frame images. 

I should explain the crop mode. If you shoot in Jpeg you can shoot at the native 28mm and crop on your own in post. But you have the option to push a button near the top of the camera (on the back) that will show you bright, solid frame lines for 35mm. Push the button again to see the same kind of frame lines for 50mm. Push the button a third time to see those frame lines for 75mm. If you select, say the 35mm frame crop in Jpeg and trip the shutter the file is captured at that crop and the review instantly shows the cropped image. When you open the Jpeg file in post it opens in that crop and you don't have an option to revert back to a full frame image. 

When you are shooting in the raw file (DNG) format and you push the crop button to engage 35mm you'll see the frameline for the crop you've selected overlayed on your fill frame 28mm image but once you take the shot the post shot review will still only show you the full 28mm frame with the 35mm crop marks overlayed. If you open that file in Adobe Lightroom you will see only the 35mm crop. But here's the real difference, if you click the cropping tool from the menu you can see the full 28mm frame residing in a darker window with the 35mm frame in the center. Should you decide you'd like to "uncrop" the image you can do so with the crop tools and get back all the way to the full 28mm frame. So, with raw, as usual, nothing is permanently baked in. You can revert to the default. 

This leads to the question I pondered most before melting down a credit card as a sacrifice to Leica for their work on the Q2. To wit, just how good do the files look when they've been cropped? 

First you have to know that Leica uses a sensor that's perfectly paired with the built-in lens. The edges and the center are extremely sharp and the resolution of the integrated system of lens and sensor is outstanding. So you are starting out with 47+ megapixel images unmarred by aggressive anti-aliasing filters in the mix. And with a lens that's perfectly matched to the sensor. The crop to 35mms gets you a bit over 30 megapixels of detail. Switching to 50mms gets you about 15 megapixels of detail. And it's sharp detail. If I know I'll want to print an image large I try to stick to 28mm and 35mm but I have no real fears of reaching all the way to 50mm to get the image I want. All my experiments with the cropping in camera have been very successful with the caveat that I've steered away from relying on the 75mm crop just out of years of training that pokes me in the ribs and tells me "it just can't be good enough at 7 megapixels!!!" But we all know that for web work it would be fine. Just fine. 

So, in addition, the camera is weather sealed to an IP 52 rating which means I don't mind getting it out in mellow rain. Hours of hard, driving rain would be a different story. I'm not a believer that any camera can hold out against eventual intrusion of water forever. I did have worries about dust intrusion. I'd read that this could be a problem, over time, with the original Q camera. Dust could settle on the sensor or in the lens. Presumed to be fixed in the Q2.

To prevent this dust issue knowledgeable Q users pointed to the top mounted microphone ports as potential problem areas for dust and routinely cover those with tape. I rarely use "protection" filters on my lenses but added a B+W filter to the Q2 just as an overprotective move meant to enhance internal systems protections from the elements. Probably nothing but paranoia on my part. With these small mods in place I am confident in using the camera almost anywhere and under any conditions. 

One plus for users who are currently using the SL cameras is the fact that the Q2 shares the same battery model as those bigger cameras. It also has the same easy insertion protocol as those cameras. It's cool that there is no battery door to break off in the heat of a fast battery change out.  That cross camera battery use is a decided plus when you consider that replacement/back up batteries are currently USD $285 each and are sometimes annoyingly out of stock. I am always just a bit frustrated when I look at current Panasonic batteries for the S5 and the S5II and see that the shape and contact configuration of those batteries is so, so similar to the Leica SL batteries. And I can pick up generics of the Panasonic batteries all day long for as little as $25 or $30 each. $65 for Panasonic branded ones. It would be nice to have five or ten inexpensive batteries for the Q2. Not that it goes through batteries quickly (it actually is much more power efficient than your average SL2) but that one could go on an extended vacation without needing to nurse batteries every night...

At this point in my "review" I have to say that the camera is nicely sized and has great, great image quality. Plus you get an extra boost if 28mm is one of your most preferred focal lengths to use. The low light performance is on par with high resolution competitors and the DNG files are actually almost thrilling to edit. They look good and respond well to post production manipulation. Added to this is the quiet, stealthy shutter and one feature that doesn't get enough oxygen.... A leaf shutter that can sync with flash all the way up to 1/2,000th of a second. It's a wonderful plus if you just need a "puff" of light to fill in quick portraits in chancy light. 

Now. Here are my two gripes: First, the area on which your right hand thumb is supposed to sit isn't well positioned for my average sized hands. Consider that I am "only" five feet eight inches tall and weigh "only" 155 pounds. If you are one of the new generations of Americans raised on hormone laden beef, chicken and pork, as well as bountiful and regular doses of sugar you may have mutated to some enormous size of six and a half or seven feet tall. Your hands may totally eclipse the camera. And your thumb will end up somewhere different than mine on the back of the camera. For either of us, whether your reach needs to be truncated or mine extended, the surface area of the spot intended to constitute the back part of your overall right hand grip is smoothly painted and doesn't give enough assured purchase to inspire "one-handed handling" confidence. You will want a Leica or an aftermarket thumb grip that fits into the hot shoe and provides a secure place to rest your thumb. I'm cheap. I'm using a JJC thumb grip and it works fine. It's five or ten times cheaper than the Leica thumb grip...

In the same vein, the front of the camera is rounded and the leatherette covering there is also fine grained which means that unless you are differently configured, hand-wise, than me and countless others, you will have trouble adequately gripping the camera with your right hand. I added a Hoage front grip to the camera (attaches to the bottom via tripod mount socket) which neatly solves the problem. Whether you get the cheap Hoage branded grip or the luxe Leica front grip you will still have to remove the grip to access the memory card. Both allow for ready access to the battery while they are on the camera. Those two issues are my only real complaints with the Q2. If you want to use the camera in its rawest form, meaning no added grips on the front or the back I would counsel you to use a hand strap or make secure use of the included neck strap to prevent an unwanted disconnection of the camera and your hand at an inopportune moment ---- which would be just about any moment. 

With the grips in place the camera handles very well. And the only other consideration is the value for the price. And that depends so much on what else you have on hand already. I like the Q2 and won't get rid of it now. It's perfect as a carry everywhere camera and the files outclass and out deliver compared to the files from my CLs. And nearly every other camera I've owned. It's good compromise on most fronts when compared to the bigger cameras. 

But if I was just entering the market for modern digital Leicas fresh and clean of all encumberances and wanted a more "all around" pro and hobbyist camera I'd probably choose an SL2-S and the Leica/Sigma 24-70mm f2.8 as a better starter camera into the system. I obviously was already both feet in and when I had some extra cash rolling around it was an easy choice to make. 

Mr. Biro, I hope this is a useful review for you. I presume you know all the specs and features from investigating the Q2 on the Leica site and from reviews. Here's my final assessment: If I decided to retire entirely from the field of commercial photography I would divest every scrape of gear from every cabinet and closet and keep only the Q2 and the SL2, along with the big zoom and one more convenient and much smaller 50mm lens for the SL2. I'd sell off all the other cameras but would sell them sans batteries (making that very, very clear to the buyers....) and I'd be set for a long while until Leica came out with something new and even more tantalizing. 

All the photos here were taken yesterday afternoon during a walk around the UT Austin campus with the Q2. I spent many years there as a student and then on the faculty as a "Specialist Lecturer" in the College of Fine Arts. To my knowledge, at age 24, I was the youngest faculty hire at the time at UT. Fun, nostalgic walk around old stomping grounds. Lots of memories. UT also has better swimming pools now... Maybe I should go back... pursue a degree in something practical....like  philosophy or art history.
















Last image is from off campus. Right across the street.

 

Friday, March 03, 2023

And now for something totally different. My latest foray into "Camera Scanning" medium format film. I started with the worst case scenario; color negatives.

 

1991. Woman with keyboard. From an Agfa color negative. 

"My high school physics teacher looked at my photos again and again, declared me to be a genius, and finally suggested that I should consider becoming a photographer."  No. Wait, that's someone else's story. I didn't really pick up a camera until I was several years into an Electrical Engineering major at UT Austin. I had a beautiful girlfriend and it seemed like a waste not to photograph her. A lot. Which spiraled into...well...a career. 

From the late 1980s all the way through till about 2005 I shot a lot of film. A lot. Tons of it. I souped endless rolls of black and white film in my own darkroom and spent so much time picking up developed rolls of color film from the local labs that I think they were considering putting in a cot so I could just sleep there. And in that time span most of the commercial and fun work I was doing got shot with medium format cameras. Mostly Hasselblads but an assortment of Rollei cameras, the Mamiya 6, and even a few Bronicas. 

I loved the medium format because it could be worked with. It was flexible. And the quality was excellent. But when digital hit us in the face and all the work went into the digital camp I got rid of the darkroom, the big studio and even the ponderous scanners I was using to (slowly, slowly, slowly) scan my favorite frames. With a commercial career, some board obligations at a college, a mess of book projects and the raising of a bright young man I figured my scanning days were over and done with. But now, years later, I keep finding folders full of great negatives that I want to share before I decide whether to toss the whole mess into the trash and start a new career as an air conditioner repair person, or president of the World Bank. Or maybe a spy. 

I wanted a solution that would be fast to implement, fast to shoot with and which would give me a certain level of quality that would hold up well to just about anything I needed, web-wise. 

My Atlanta area friend, Ellis Vener, had written for a magazine about doing "camera scans" and I thought it sounded like a good idea. So I looked around the studio to see what I could cobble together. 

My basic apparatus is a Smith Victor boom arm with movable connection points on either side of the middle attachment to the tripod. I ending up putting a NanLite panel on one end, covered with an additional piece of white Plexiglas and I gaffer taped an old Epson film holder that I scavenged from one of the long departed Epson scanners. 

At the other end of the rig I set up a Sigma fp outfitted with a Sigma 70mm f2.8 Macro lens. Since this was just a trial run I only checked for every thing to be parallel by eye. And I used the most convenient camera at hand. Now that I know it all works I'll make everything parallel and locked down. 

On this, my first erstwhile attempt, I shot with the camera in the Jpeg mode and let the chips fall where they may. I pulled the resulting file into PhotoShop and inverted it. Then I set the area outside the active image to black with an eye dropped in curves. Then I color corrected using the new PhotoShop color grading tools. Time elapsed from concept to final image? About half an hour. Give or take a bit of time out for sipping single origin Jamaican Blue Mountain coffee. 

I'm happy with the results. I'd love to see what a Sigma fpL would do for the files with the expansive 61 megapixels but I think I'll be just fine if I substitute the fp with a Leica SL2 and use the 47+ megapixels and the raw format wisely. The lens is cracking good. So no waffling there.... And the light source is smooth and even. I think I like this whole approach to scanning film. I'll keep working on it. Next up?

( just added a thought... Leica SL2 scans with multi-shot high res mode. I wonder what film looks like when the files are a whopping 185 megapixels?)

A BIG F-ING BOX OF BLACK AND WHITE 6X6 NEGATIVES!!! Ho boy. I think I see a tar pit just ahead. 

(Added the next day: Got frustrated trying to get everything adjusted for parallels, bought a nice copy stand from B&H instead. The light source works well as does the negative carrier. Just the camera aligning to flat target that miffed me. More reporting when the copy stand gets here....  KT)





I used gaffer tape because I'm out of duct tape. It would have sounded better, I think, if I'd said it was all held together with duct tape... Don't you? 

Fun projects to do while waiting for the refrigerator repair guy....

Now? Off to lunch. 

Thursday, March 02, 2023

Want a really nice 135mm equivalent lens for your APS-C Leica CL (Or other major brand APS-C camera)? Or just a great short tele for your L mount, FF camera? I think I have the solution for you.

 


The second interchangeable lens I ever bought was a Vivitar 135mm f2.8 lens for my Canon TX camera. I thought it was wonderful. Not that particular lens, which wasn't bad at all, but the focal length. It was so different from the 50mm lens that came with my camera. It was also my favorite (only) portrait lens for a couple of years because I was a poor student at the time and could either buy food or gear but not both. 

At one point, closer to the end of my undergraduate career and further from poverty, I took that lens and the 50mm lens, along with my basic TX camera body on a tripod to Europe with a lovely girlfriend. The gear lived in the cheapest camera bag imaginable and I brought back a number of street photos taken with the lens that I still enjoy looking at today. It was another era then. A couple of college kids could spend months traveling, camping and living out of backpacks for a thousand dollars. If you were willing to camp and cook eggs on a portable gas burner and eat fresh bread from bakeries you could actually get by on $5 a day. Hard to imagine now in the time of $6 per cup coffee...

I was thinking about those times when I planned my photo walk yesterday. I missed that focal length. Or, I guess more precisely, I missed the angle of view provided by the 135mm on a full frame camera. Surprisingly, while I have a zoom that covers the range I no longer have a 135mm prime lens for my full frame cameras. Something I think I should remedy. But in the meantime I think I found a wonderful and cost effective workaround. Maybe even a semi-permanent solution. 

Last month I did a portrait on location at a law office using an APS-C Leica CL and a Sigma i-Series 65mm f2.0 lens (imagined as a 100mm on the CL). I was brave that day; I used the lens at its widest aperture. And everything came out remarkably well. So, in my quest for a longer focal length for casual shooting I decided to try using the 90mm f2.8 Sigma i-Series lens I bought a while back for the bigger Leicas, but on the CL. I bought the lens in an L mount but it's available for Sony cameras as well. And maybe a few other brands... But it works perfectly on the CL. The AF is good and quick and all the electronic interface stuff works as well. 

The lens is small and light and looks really good on the front of the CL. It's almost like the 90mm f2.8 and the 24mm f3.5 from Sigma were made for use with the smaller formats, at least the idea was floating around in someone's mind. Both those lenses are small and light but both have excellent optical performance, both are well built and neither of them dwarf the smaller camera body. In fact, if I were rationale and traveling the world shooting for only my own satisfaction, the 24mm and 90mm would make a good travel pair. The gap between the angles of view is a big of a stretch but I guess the equally petite 45mm f2.8 would round out the kit nicely. 

I've been working with 50mm lenses and full frame cameras for most of the last two months and so my brain was calibrated for that normal angle of view. Having a lens that's 2.50 times longer took some adjustment. But seeing isolated images picked out of clutter and nicely compressed compensated for having to think a little harder. 




Austin is gearing up for SXSW which starts on the 10th. Downtown is getting a clean up and we're starting to see some pressure by the chamber of commerce to pull the homeless off the main streets. Temporary display venues are getting built, painted or otherwise renovated. New advertising "billboards" are being painted on the sides of buildings. The hotels are staffing up. This will really be the first, authentic, post-Covid lockdown SXSW and I'm curious to see what attendance is like. If it's like other entertainment and convention events held recently I think we'll see a 25-35% drop in what was a typical show attendance number in years past. Maybe that's why the ramp-up to next week's start seems a bit anemic right now. But with $1,899 wrist bands for attendance can you really blame a skittish potential audience? 

A couple of off topic notes: 

We have some potentially hairy but decidedly short term weather blowing through this afternoon. Part of the cold front that pounded California, Nevada, and others. We're warned that the winds from the West will pick up in the mid-afternoon, preceding an evening of high winds, rain, hail and potential tornados. Never a dull weather moment so far this year... Now finding that inner room...duck and cover.

Weight training is going well. It's a nice adjunct to the swimming. I haven't been this sore in years. Whoever said that it's not the "next" day but a couple days after a weight lifting workout that gets you was exactly right. I just wanted to stay bed this morning since everything hurt but swimming stretched it all out so I'm glad I threw myself out of bed and dragged myself into the pool. 

Today was the weekly, dreaded, I.M. (Individual medley) workout. It's the day we hit all four strokes hard. No relying on only freestyle today... Coach Jen brought the hot intervals and the prickly butterfly-laden sets to the team. We responded with complete compliance but that doesn't mean we didn't gripe and moan about it. We did. 

B. is still out of town and the refrigerator is still broken. I have a smaller refrigerator in a guest bedroom that's the safe repository for necessities. Everything else (food wise) will probably end up in the compost pile (actually a rotary composters = we're so woke...) or in the garbage. I am in charge of logistics re: refrigerator repair. The warranty service guy is supposed to be here tomorrow between 8 and 12. I hope the parts for this three month old unit are still in stock...

I'm spending my down time and "you're on your own" time working on that second Henry White novel. I'm making progress... This might be the year the sequel to The Lisbon Portfolio actually sees the light of day. 

No new cameras or lenses to report. Now wondering when Sigma will release a 28mm in i-Series dress. That might be fun...

Photos below. Some with captions. 

a detail of the Littlefield Bldg. When I was in advertising we had a client who owned this
building in downtown on Congress Ave. and Sixth St. I've always liked looking at the 
rounded front and the cool flourishes of design. 


I suspect this painted wall is a poke at Elon Musk. Cropped out in this view is the logo.
The company this wall is advertising is Patagonia. They have a retail store a few blocks away on Congress. They have no current plans to trek on Mars in the near future. 


Just loving the name. When I saw this I had a concept for a really shitty bar. The name of which would be: Buyer's Remorse. All the drinks would be resoundingly mediocre. 


Wrist guard for street photographers in dicey cities....

Sometimes, usually, photos of signage are made solely for documentation.
Loved the idea of going to see a band/performer called: Tina Piranha.


Detail check on the hat bangles. Not a real mannequin photo.

do I need to embellish?

This woman's shoes were so ornate I actually saw them in passing and then rushed to catch up with the nice lady who was wearing them and asked if I could photograph them. I'm sure she assumed I have some sort of shoe fetish. When B. looks in my closet at all my shoes she certainly thinks so too. 





Loving the compression.

Office-ing in Austin.


The last two images, below, were made with a 35mm f1.4 TTArtisan lens that covers APS-C and is dirt cheap. I was just reacquainting myself with its properties on the tail end of this "roll." 
Or memory card.  I like the black and white rendering from the Monochrome HC setting in the current Leicas. I always add more contrast though.....



Here we are in March already. I guess I should figure out what I'm supposed to be doing this year; besides swimming, lifting weights, walking with cameras and writing a novel. Oh, and writing a daily blog. I guess I should toss some paying work into the mix. Time to get in gear.

B.'s absence for the last week+ gives power to those old blues lyrics: "You don't miss your water till your well runs dry." I take all the support, affection, kindness, and companionship too much for granted. Life is so much better when she's here. But you gotta take care of family.... sigh. 

Tuesday, February 28, 2023

Toddler ready to swim in Lake Austin. Old tech.


 Remembering the film days. Out for a Summer swim in Lake Austin. A pier at Emma Long Park. 

Photographed with a Contax G2 camera and a 21mm Contax Biogon lens. On Agfapan B&W film. Scan from a print. 

Ah. Austin 24 years ago... Where are the crowds? Where are the boats? 

I'm working hard to figure out why I like the cameras I do, why I like the styles of photography I do and why other people are so different. I guess it's all different for everyone.


 I'm not smart with gadgets and appliances that have lots and lot of features. To make use of overly customizable devices one must either carry around in one's memory lots and lots of instruction sets and must have developed operational sub-routines (which, to my mind, complicate regular thinking) in order to really understand and take advantage of these "labor saving/thought saving(?)" features. It's all too much. Condemning people who just want to make photographs to the equivalent of memorizing all ten thousand plus pages of the tax code seems....counterproductive....at least from a creative point of view. 

I guess this goes a long way toward explaining my own preference for cameras, computer applications, even washers and dryers that have few unneeded features and very straightforward controls and interfaces. There are many things I love about my Subaru Forster but the menus on the big screen in the center of the dashboard are not part of that love. In short, car/computer/phone interfaces suck...hard. We are only now, twenty some years into the new century, able to somewhat reliably connect our phones to our cars' audio systems. But earlier attempts were like pulling molars without painkillers. 

I used to complain about some camera brands. I thought long and hard on what I really disliked about a camera like the Sony A7R2 I once owned. Was it really the handling? Yes and no. I could have adapted to the basic configuration of the body if only it hadn't been covered with endless, programmable custom function buttons. But it was the core operational stuff that left me cold. The endless and fragmented menus and weirdly cut out connections between menu driven features. Grayed out selections of great mystery and frustration. I'm sure I could have learned to play "all the keys on that keyboard" if I'd donated dozens of hours of time and practice but why would I waste so much time on some things that could have been made so much simpler and more logical? Why indeed?

It's the same with programmable buttons on lenses. Why on earth are they there? Or the dual position levers on some Fuji cameras and some Olympus cameras. Who remembers what that second set of settable commands is for and why do we care? It's more stuff to memorize. More stuff to deal with when changing conditions trick us into thinking we need to change the way our camera operates. It's all madness. 

I remember when even digital cameras had simpler menus. Striving for a simple menu should be an enormous goal and one that is ultimately a net positive for consumers! We no longer require elevator operators to get us from floor to floor. It's as easy as pushing one button. When I look at my churn of cameras I notice that the periods of heightened churn correspond to buying cameras that promised better performance but sabotaged the enjoyment of the camera in order to "gift" the user with ever greater complexity. Ever the optimist I always felt as though I could master the menus and make sense of the offerings but my brain isn't built to jump through oddly connected hoops for tiny or non-existent rewards. 

I have friends whose brains are wired differently. They get a new camera and settle in to "customize" it endlessly. They've got buttons set for just about any contingency and they seem to know, almost instinctively, what each buttons now does and how it can be re-customized to do even more. 

I am routinely baffled by their excitement about gaining a new function button. Or being able to customize that button in dozens of different ways. 

I notice that I haven't yet sold any of the core Leicas I've been buying over the last three years. Sure, I got rid of a Leica TL2 but only because its menu was so experimental and so out of touch with the way the menus operate in all the other L mount cameras. And this led me to try and understand why it is that I enjoy shooting with the Leica L mount digital cameras so much. It's down to the wholesale reduction of visual clutter on the external body and an equally wholesale reduction of menu complexity on the inside. 

We can drone on and on about the "glorious" Leica lenses (and they are very good!) or the build quality of the bodies, or the color science "magic" of the sensor implementations but in reality, for me, it's all about how easy the camera is to use. When I compare something like the SL2 or even the now discontinued CL with a recent camera from Sony it's like being asked to drive a car with automatic transmission through rush hour traffic as opposed to driving an 18 speed manual with no sync between gears and a heavy, heavy clutch pedal. Masochism versus photography. 

In many ways this very issue explains the popularity of the Q and Q2 cameras to a large segment of the market for high end compacts. Sure, the ads call out the quality of the lens and the resolution of the sensor but I conjecture that most buyers are coming from complex cameras and trading the complexity for a logical interface that gets out of the way of taking the actual photographs. They are buying back brain space, simplicity and time. And time is the most valuable of the three. 

Tom Hogan writes after market books which are like readable, understandable owners manuals to deal with the complexity of new cameras. I remember him saying that each new camera model requires longer and longer books to cover all the "features" of a new, higher end camera. And he's just writing about Nikon cameras. Imagine the tomes he'd have to construct to cover and explain some of the cameras from other companies. 

I looked in a filing cabinet and found the owner's manual for one of my old film cameras. It was a little over twenty pages, filled with illustrations and small enough to carry in the back pocket of my pants. Most people buying a camera back then looked to see if there was anything out of the ordinary with their new camera purchase, tossed the manual back in the box and were out shooting in minutes. Not now. Not today. 

So, to the first topic, the cameras I like and am attracted to offer simplicity above all. They make setting the exposure and the basic color simple and straightforward. A photographer with a narrow set of requirements might only need to visit the menus in a number of my cameras to re-format a memory card. Or to (easily) update firmware. I like cameras that are plain and well designed. Designed as objects.

Why do other people seem to have different ways of assessing cameras? I can only imagine that they construe all the levels of customization as extras that they are getting for the purchase price of their camera. They equate added features with some metric of both financial value and operational potential in their camera purchase. They predict that they will use some subset of features that the camera offers in a much different way than I might use them. I might be put off by very complex autofocus menus while others might imagine that they need to complexity in order to ensure success in some sort of photographic endeavor. But, of course I am endlessly baffled by those who select cameras with super fast, continuous AF but who profess to be "landscape shooters." A speciality in which AF performance is as necessary as ventilation holes in swim goggles. 

Some people are logical to an extreme believing a camera or hammer or tool of some kind can be evaluated by looking at all the features on offer, placing said features on a series of spread sheets and creating a numerical measure or score for each thereby allowing them to dispassionately see the advantages and disadvantages of each product under consideration. Then factor in the price and hit "compute." 

Almost like a television-era Star Trek episode in which societies are controlled by omni-powerful computers that have become both misguided and malevolent. The computer controls all the decisions and comes up with the most logical conclusion. And it becomes law. Only to have Captain Kirk rush in, destroy the computer and bring back idea of love, individual freedom and so much more. 

Okay. So I like cameras that just work. I like cameras that don't require frequent visits to the owner's manuals. I dislike cameras on which there are so many extra buttons that I have to handle the camera gingerly to prevent pushing something that will require yet another dive into the owner's manual to learn how to reset or correct. And I like cameras that are big enough to feel good when I hold them, point them and use them. Ah, now I begin to understand the owner's of Pentax K-1 cameras. And the new Hasselblad owners. Trimmed down menus, well done design work. Nothing archly rudimentary or banal about design. 

Photographic styles. Here, once again, I am lost. I have a preference when both photographing and looking at photographs for portraits or candid images of people. I also have anti-preference for wide angle, wide frame shots of people. Which is kind of weird. I like seeing people clearly and without a lot of surrounding clutter which goes a long way toward why I'm not a huge fan of "street photography" done on the run with wide lenses, like the ubiquitous 28mm that seems to be the choice of a whole new generation. Even worse would be a 24mm and beyond that, when photographing people, you would lose me altogether. 

If I could spend the rest of my life just making photos that I love I would wish for a never ending stream of interesting people to come into my small studio space and slow down enough to make really thoughtful portraits with me. But I hear from so many people that this is not what they are interested in photographing. They profess to want to photograph sports or wildlife or landscapes. And that's fine with me. But when I look around my office and my home all I see are interesting faces looking back at me. Not a landscape or a still life on any of the walls. 

I have a theory about this. My father was in the U.S. Air Force. We moved a lot. My parents were okay with spending only one year at a time in a location. But as a kid it was traumatic to make friends only to lose them twelve to eighteen months later. Sure, we'd promise to keep in touch but what five year old or eight year old sits down with a neat and complete address book and crafts timely correspondence to multiple people he subliminally knows he will probably never see again? And where would he find the time in yet another location while trying as fast as possible to make new friends and new connections? 

Is it any wonder that our memory keepsakes would revolve around trying to fix and preserve our truncated relationships with people whose company we've come to enjoy and even love? By the time my family settled down in one spot, with me starting high school at the time, we'd lived in a dozen cities, visited many different countries and I'd seen enough spectacular landscapes and monuments to last me a life time. And generally the landscapes are almost always re-accessible but the relationships are lost forever. Which should I document?  Which should I cherish?

Then there is the question I am nearly always asked by some very diligent and well intentioned(?) web expert: Why does it seem that I only like photographing beautiful people? And drilling down a bit more: Why beautiful female people? Why do people enjoy eating delicious food? Why buy beautiful furniture? 

I had a friend who is a documentary photographer. He photographs only in black and white. He photographs mostly people in distress. Farm workers doing backbreaking work. Prison inmates.  Protests. Famine and floods. Victims everywhere. He asked me why I don't do the same. 

I replied that one approach is the carrot and the other is the stick. One method appeals to guilt and shame. The other is aspirational. I want to photograph beautiful people to show their beauty to an audience. I want life to be beautiful. I'll only be here to savor it for a short time. I don't want to spend that time feeling bad, guilty, privileged or otherwise incorrect. You can stare at the sun or you can stare at a flower. You can spend your life pushing against social injustice or you can aim for some sort of balance. 

When I grew up in photography documentary work was king. Prevalent. Lauded. But relentlessly depressing and for the most part it has never moved the needle on human suffering. There are exceptions just as there are in politics. But have things gotten better for everyone?

We create policies for the masses but as humans we connect individually. I want to look at a beautiful human face and see the glory of existence. I want to show a beautiful face as an example that is different than someone else's determination of beauty. I want to see eyes filled with compassion, curiosity and resolve. I'm not looking for easy sensuality but for consummate beauty that comes from confidence. And sometimes I am successful photographing that. Which, for me, trumps all. Why women? Because I don't understand them in the same why that I do fellow men. We're easy, they're complex. I'm always curious.

I photographed several national presidential conventions for a Texas newspaper. It was fun in an "event" sort of way to be in the middle of a big political transition and a big show but the images aged quickly for me and the fun, in retrospect, was like eating Twinkies or donuts. It got old quick. I photographed a series of landscapes on medium format transparency film for the Nature Conservancy. The landscapes were beautiful if you "lived them", if you were there, but much less so in the rear view mirror. Over the course of my career I've photographed architecture and an almost endless collection of products but they all pale in comparison to a single portrait sitting with someone who is destined to become a friend. Models who grow up and bring their children back to meet you. Faces that are so welcoming. Eyes that speak a language all their own. 

Portraits are my souvenirs of human interaction and relationships. It's a simple as that. 

Different ideas.

When I read blogs and essays on the web or in newspapers I wonder why people who grew up in the same country and same relative demographic as I did can be so different, think so differently and believe so strongly that their experience and point of view is superior and....pervasive. My psychiatrist friends tell me it all stems from the result of childhood experiences tightly wired into the brain. Emotional strategies developed in early childhood to protect and provide some measure of security against the traumas of growing up. And in this each person is somewhat unique.

Some feel the clinging to "superior" expertise will provide safety or an advantage in our culture. They surround themselves with a moat of their learned knowledge. But a moat keeps people inside as effectively as it does keeping them outside. And so much energy goes into defending the territory. And then technology conspires to eradicate the value of that tightly held knowledge.

You've met them. The expert on 1950's vacuum tubes. The expert on wines from a certain region. The economic expert who appears at every rent in the financial system to make prophecies that are never accurate and never come true. The expert on aviation who has never flown a plane. The expert on photography who no longer makes photographs but instead expounds on historic photo lore. The person who can name every piece of classical music but plays no instrument. And can't read a score.

I'm not interested in being an "expert." It requires too deep a dive into minutia. It takes too much time. There's so much else to see. I'm happy enough just being curious and being able to also change my mind when new facts, styles, trends, inventions and even ways of understanding arise. I'd rather jettison a practice than continue it without any passion. 

I can't tell you which Leica lens was made with a radioactive element. I don't memorize model changes by serial numbers. But I am willing to try a new way to look at stuff. 

Being a simple thinker I am apt to divide the people I engage with online into two camps: The passionate artists and the logical rationalists. Each camp finds it very hard to cross over to the other team. We'll forever disagree about basic technical stuff because of the divide between the camps. One camp will always be perplexed about the other. I realize that now, so late in my career. 

It's always hard to reconcile the difference. But maybe it makes no difference at all. 

I think I'll go out for a walk.