4.03.2022

Quickly declining engagement with the site is leading me to consider that blogging, at least as I do it, is quickly becoming obsolete. Thinking about options.


 The photo market has changed radically since 2013. Compared to a decade ago, when this site was still young, camera sales have dropped to the point where they are 15% per year of what they were at the peak. We're seeing more and more small product iterations and fewer and fewer big leaps in either technology or in the actual art. Digital imaging is quickly becoming mature so there's less novel stuff to write about. 

Few people want to read about happy, reasonably well adjusted, financially comfortable swimmers who are also photographers. More people seem drawn to the individual trauma and drama of writers that I just find droll. 

By this point I'm pretty sure that every reader here knows how I feel about pretty much everything related to the industry and if they don't know exactly I'm sure they can conjecture pretty accurately. 

The trend in the blog here and in other photo blogs I follow is to either continually "rediscover" all the stuff we've previously gone over ad nauseam and to "mini-tweak" stuff into a new post or to wander off the path of covering all things photographic to instead slip into the day-to-day tedium of other hobbies, interests, foibles, addictions, personal financial peril, jousting at the windmills of change, and other subjects that I find...boring. 

My current analogy comes from child rearing. To wit, you look at your own child's art and find it fresh, fascinating and wonderful. Everyone else's child seems to be struggling. You are required to like your own child but you are not responsible for the rest. That's where blogging is for me right now.

I think, even though I enjoy the process of writing and I enjoy the ego gratification of having an audience, I should at least alter what I put here or cut the cord and retire from blogging entirely. I guess this comes from spending too much time this morning (and on too many other mornings) moderating out several dozen spam comments offering clipping path services, Russian brides, "free" solar panels, and various "guaranteed" money making schemes but not having to moderate a single comment (today) having to do with the actual content of a blog post. 

My personal beliefs about the direction of photography are mostly at odds with many in my current audience who seem anchored into a different value assessment of last century's photography truisms and prejudices than mine. They still value the physical object of the print to excess and have an overinflated idea of the value of much "traditional" photographic work. Still waiting for the "Fred Picker Retrospective" at which we celebrate one photographer's understanding of.....how to operate a camera....

I'm tired of being mostly polite about politics here and even more carefully polite not to call out "emperors in our blogging field who have neglected to dress from time to time." No one really cares about what we studied in college, how we set up our lights in the 1990s and what we're going to do with that huge garbage bag filled with Kodachrome slides that we really haven't looked at in the last quarter century. We just seem, as a generation of image makers to have run out of steam. Or have failed to match our perspectives with the times. But I also feel that print is dead so I might now be the best source for understanding relevance.

All that being said, I feel more strongly than ever that it's much more important, on an individual basis, to spend whatever time remains out photographing for fun than worrying about legacies, histories, archives and the mundane errata of our long transition through various stages of image making. 

I'll leave the blog up in its current form and use it going forward as a nice place to just share my newest images but without the voluminous written component. But, if engagement numbers continue to drop I'll then consider pulling the blog down for good; mostly to mitigate internet security issues that are bound to plague all of us in the future. Too much and too detailed an amount of personal information is dangerous.

I have nothing to sell here, no engagement on the VSL site with clients of any sort, and no real rationale to continue pouring time and attention into writing about stuff that is ever-shrinking in our cultural awareness. Not convinced that there is value in it in either direction.

Heads up though. I am mercurial in the best of  times so if there are articles you enjoyed here and would like to keep I suggest you download them in the next week or so just in case I decide it's better to have a definitive end point for the blog.  You've been warned. 

I've made a lot of good friends here. Thanks. 

Some will try to decide for themselves why I'm metaphorically tossing in the towel now. Or "this time." I'll save you some conjecture time. No one has pissed me off or critiqued me unfairly. I am not destitute. I have not become uninterested in photography. I haven't monetized the blog in years and don't need to do so. I am not having any medical issues. No family issues. I just think photography has homogenized itself past the point where my previous professional insight/knowledge might have been more valuable to readers. 

Stories about my car purchases, my swim practice, my air conditioner replacement, my favorite place to get coffee, etc. should NOT seem so compelling and I may, in fact, be robbing you of small parts of your days which would be better spent engaged in something you really love to do for yourself. 

There's no longer any need for me to be a "buyer's guide" to cameras and lenses or an instructor about lighting or business. That era no longer exists. That's why we now have YouTube and Google. 

There's lots to commend the idea of leaving on a high note. But that would have actually been back in 2014. It's been a long, slow slide since then.


41 comments:

Travis said...

Whatever you decide, thank you. I seldom comment, but I always enjoy reading what you write - on any topic.

Rube39 said...

>>All that being said, I feel more strongly than ever that it's much more important, on an individual basis, to spend whatever time remains out photographing for fun than worrying about legacies, histories, archives and the mundane errata of our long transition through various stages of image making. <<

Well said. I agree.

Rube

rlh1138 said...

If 'engagement with the site's means readers leaving comments, I can do something about that. That is, I read here regularly, benefit from it, sometimes about photography but just as often about another person's (who I find worth 'knowing') view on life, what they think about a new car, extra batteries (please!!!), discipline, marriage, et. al. But, I don't 'engage' 'cause I really don't have anything useful to say. However, if just letting you know I was here makes a difference, I'll find something to say each time. I guess I thought you could tell at your end how many folks read each blog?? Not so?? Shows what I know about blogs. Your comments/photos are a very interesting view into another's work, world, love, life. I appreciate the privilege of peeking over your shoulder. Hope you find the interest to keep sharing.

Ray H. (Portland, OR.)

Michael Matthews said...

Lest you pull the plug before I have a chance to say so, VSL is the one factor which rekindled my interest in photography after decades of dormancy. That happened back at the time you were heavily involved in M4/3 Olympus cameras. Since then, my interest has waned and re-energized several times. A good bit of that has been a side effect of health problems. Each time I’ve wandered away from the righteous path, though, your writing has kept my interest at least simmering even if on the back burner. Thank you.j

All that aside, that’s one lovely view at the top of this column. And I wish I’d made more than a one-word positive comment on the recent lighthouse photo. Really, who the hell else can find a Moorish revival lighthouse in Iceland?

Dick Barbour said...

Whatever you decide, thanks for hanging in there this long. We all change, as does the world.
Dick

Anonymous said...

Yours is pretty much the only blog I read regularly and if I were to write a list of things that I regularly do that don't materially add to my life in any real way (Wordle et al) I'd have said your blog isn't anywhere near the space in which I feel I could spend it more productively.

It's a fascinating glimpse into life across the Atlantic, away from the typical East and West coast views we usually get of America. I know it's not why you write it, but that's a big chunk of what I get out of it.

Your portraiture remains fascinating, but it's the personability angle which makes your take (and pictures) fresh.

If you do decide to pare back, I'd just like to say thanks for all your efforts over the years.

Oh, and carry on grabbing coffee and taking portraits of your friends and interesting people you meet - it's utterly apparent that you adore doing that, and that revisiting those pictures is also very dear to your heart. Hope you keep having fun (and keep blogging, but don't feel obliged - natch)

Mark

G Gudmundsson said...

I read your blog every day and have for. years and years ... what I most like, I guess, is your honesty. The fact that you are not selling anything, just trying to be a decent human being ... I also like your humour ... you are quite funny, and of course, a very good writer and photographer.

What ever you decide to do, my best wishes - from Iceland - to you and your family.

Henk said...

Thank you from the Netherlands for all interesting stories giving a little insight in how a Texan family lives, all stories about your profession as a photographer, and about photo gear. I have been a reader of your blog for several years. All the best for you and your family. I'm still hoping for the new book, the follow-up of the Lisbon Portfolio so maybe you will have more time for that.

Henk

Alf said...

Jorge Luis Borges wrote in the prologue of "The book of Sand" (El libro de Arena), his latest book of stories "I write for me, for a few friens, and for slowing down the passage of time" (Escribo para mi, para unos pocos amigos, y para atenuar el paso del tiempo)

Whatever you decide, we, your readers, regard you as our friend.

Alfonso

Anonymous said...

Kirk,

VSL and TOP are the only photo blogs I read regularly and I would hate to see you go but I can understand why you might. I hav enjoyed the last 12 years of reading and appreciate the time and effort involved even when I don't agree with you.

WJW
Waco, TX

James Moule said...

I read you, TOP, and digiloid every day, Each one, in it's way, either teaches me something new, or reminds me of something I have forgotten. You would be missed.

As for that garbage bag of Kodachrome slides: Scan them all and put them on a hard drive. If you keep them, they will continue to deteriorate.

Bill Skones said...

I have enjoyed you unique perspective and description of real world professional photography. Of course you seem compelled to write, so perhaps we have not heard the last from you.

Ralph R. said...

Kirk,

I have read your site for quite a few years, and although I've commented only a few times, I think it would be a shame to lose this blog.

As someone else mentioned I read the blog not just for the photography comments, but also for the person and your perspective on any number of issues, probably more so.

I appreciate your style of writing, and the parallels I sometimes find in my own life. You have an appreciation for the craft that I think a lot of your followers share, and that would be a great loss.

This blog is like that great coffee you write about.....can't get enough of it!

Gato said...

I do hope you will stick around, even if you post less frequently. I value your insights on photography, both the doing of it and the thinking about it. And your insights on life can be even more valuable.

But I could see you cutting back to one or two major posts a week, with maybe some photos and short comments on other days when you feel like it.

FWIW, yours is the last photography blog I follow. The others dropped off my radar years ago, though I will admit checking that infamous review site now and then to keep up on technical developments.

Again, hope you'll keep going. But if not you've had a good run and thanks for the ride.

bishopsmead said...

Thanks so much for all your time and effort over the years. I am probably as guilty as anyone of lurking, reading your blog, admiring your work, being in awe of your generosity of spirit, but not finding the right words or the time to leave a meaningful comment. Thank you for letting us into your life. Whatever you do from now good luck, good health and may your God go with you. G (maybe you can write a novel?)

JB said...

Will just add my thanks for all your wisdom and insights over the years, on photography (obviously) but also on swimming, coffee, family life, professionalism in your work, politics, humour etc etc.

Tony said...

Thank you, yours is my daily 'must read' blog and it is a much appreciated privilege . I can understand you wishing to spend the time on other things, but I will miss the passion for photography and the non-commercial interest in exploring different cameras and formats that is such an essential (and nearly unique) element of your blog. I do hope you keep writing as I think it is a very useful tool for thinking and reflecting on various things, and yes I enjoy your everyday activities and thoughts. I live in New Zealand, US politics often seems, well, I'm lost for words . . .

Cecelia said...

Kirk,

I have never posted before, but I read you almost every day. Thank you for this blog that has become a part of my life. I feel like we are old friends even though we are actually strangers.

We are of like mind on most things, and in some cases I have come around to your perspective over time (e.g. sufficiency). While I hope you will continue, I fully understand if you don't.

Cecelia

Biro said...

Perhaps the lack of engagement for this blog is our fault. I've been reading your posts every day for close to a decade, Kirk. But it's only been recently that I have been leaving comments on a semi-regular basis.

Either way, I have appreciated your writing - on almost any subject. I look forward to your musings the same way I used to look forward to Peter Egan's pieces in Road & Track and Cycle magazine. Even your accounts of swimming practice, purchasing a car or any other part of everyday life are interesting and ring true.

But I think I understand.

Come next January, it will be 50 years since I became a broadcast journalist. I was 15 when I started and a lot has changed since then. And that's okay. I expect change. But I'm about to hang it up because most Americans don't seem very interested in the truth anymore. Instead, they want to feel good about what they already think. I don't believe I have much to offer any longer.

For selfish reasons, I hope you will continue, Kirk. But you gotta do what you gotta do. And I thank you for what you have offered us up to now. It had a more-positive effect on more people than you might realize. I wish you well whatever you decide to do. And I hope you won't mind an occasional greeting or question via email.

Anonymous said...

don't think I've ever commented before, even though I've been reading daily for years. Especially enjoying your perspective. In other words I would really miss your blog. On the other hand I have always wondered how you manage to churn out so much content next to all your other interests, your job, not to forget your family life, so it wouldn't come as too big a surprise if you come to the conclusion it just isn't worth it for you any longer. In any case, a big thank you for your efforts up to now, none of it was in vain

Kirk, Photographer/Writer said...

Just to be clear, the declining engagement isn't based on a lack of comments (although I appreciate them very much!!!) but rather on declining numbers of page views over time.

Chris Beloin said...

Hi Kirk -

I look forward your posts each day & your discussion of photography has been helpful to my own work. It's just nice to read about your journeys, photography or not.

Our offline conversations have been enjoyable and I'm sure those will continue.

Keep up the great work as long as it continues!

Chris in Wisconsin

karmagroovy said...

Over the years I've pared my reading of photography blogs down to just two, VSL and TOP. I like Mike but "man cannot live on bread alone"! ;-) If this blog was reduced to just your shots of your around town walks, I would guess that most of the regular readers would continue to follow you. I know I would. Whatever you decide, I wish you all the best.

MikeR said...

-Ten years.
-VSL & TOP. (Got bored with all the others.)
-Like the accounts of your commercial engagements.
-Very interested in how you do video work.
-Don't always agree, but your occasional rants are fun.
-Can't swim, so don't care.
-Like seeing what catches your photographic eye.
-Cameras: interesting, but I try to stem my gear lust. I don't NEED yet another camera.

So, if you quit feeding VSL, maybe disallow comments, get a little financial support via Patreon, and leave the site up for a while, so we can browse the archives?

Eric Rose said...

What everyone else said. Your blog is the only one I read EVERY DAY. Several othets get glanced at maybe once every two weeks.

I don't comment as much as I use to because I felt I was commenting to much ;)

Take care,

Eric

Cliff said...

Add me to the list of people who read this blog almost every day, but seldom comment. I really enjoy your writing, sorry about the discouraging lack of "engagement."

I was once in a similar situation. For four years I wrote a monthly column, "Plant of the Month", for an in-house publication at a botanic garden. The task was enjoyable, my research for the column expanded my knowledge and it gave me a great reason to go out and do some nature photography. But, I got little feed back, except from the editors, until I decided to stop. That was when people would come to me and say how much they appreciated my work.

Anonymous said...

Have you thought about scriptwriting? Maybe something for Netflix or Apple? I would love to see a series revolving around a photographer.

Rich said...

Same here. TONS of appreciation for the hundreds of “visits” we have had, and of course I’m hoping you don’t hang it up Kirk! Regardless, wishing you all the best my ‘friend’.

Steve Miller said...

Kirk,

As many others have said, I'm a frequent reader and infrequent commenter. Yours is actually the only photography blog I read. I love reading about your life stories, gear journeys, photographs, Austin walks, swimming workouts (ex-swimmer/triathlete here), house projects, etc. I hope you don't stop writing but totally understand if it's gotten to a point that you don't enjoy it, or more importantly, enjoy something more and realize you'd like to invest your time in that.

Either way, thanks for all the years of giving us your thoughts and perspectives on life and photography.

Steve

c.d.embrey said...

It's been about 25 years since I did a portrait. I don't swim. I find photography lucrative, but don't find it to be fun. Therefore we have little in common.

The Talking Heads sang "if I said it once my lips are sealed." It seems to me that regurgitating the same stuff ona different day would be very difficult.

From my POV writen blogs are dead, having been replaced by Vlogging and Podcasts. Unlike MJ you should be able to adapt to a changing world and attract a much younger audience. BTW I was born before Pearl Harbo.

Zave Shapiro said...

I appreciate your blog just as it is. You've built a business and a lifestyle around your own strengths and interests and you've been pondering the future. Will you take some trips, show us meal photos like the kids do? Will you get excited about some new color management system? When you get excited you might want to tell us about it.

Gary said...

Kirk, this post reminded me of an email message I sent to some friends today:

"Sue and I went to a wedding and reception yesterday at a beautiful mansion on Grand Island in the Delta. The mansion now serves as an event destination and a commercial restaurant. Anyway, the bride (a former co-worker of Sue's) and groom are in their 30s as were many of the guests. Much of the music was (their) age-appropriate, and not to our taste. The young service staff liked it. Quite a beautiful scene and quite the reminder that our days are fading and there's a different culture now. I wouldn't care to be a part of it even if I could. But I won't judge. (Isn't that what we accused our parents' generation of doing when we were young?) Just as an aside, there were way more brown people--Hispanic, mixed-race, whatever--than we would have hung with when we were young. "Your old road is rapidly agin’." We did not watch the Grammys--who are those people?

Ps. And why can't I buy a new car with a CD player?"

All that said, I enjoy your blog and would be very sad to lose it.

Cheers,
Gary

Nigel H said...

It's your blog Kirk so you do with it what you wish....but I, like many others, have enjoyed and continue to enjoy reading it.
Like others, I too have enjoyed the insights of life from across the ocean coupled with photography. Why? I guess because yours is different. It us also well written and eminently readable, otherwise I wouldn't keep coming back!!
Thank you anyway, whatever you decide...but I am hoping you'll carry on.

Unknown said...


I for one would miss your photography & your writing but whatever you gotta do for you, you gotta do ....
If it does come down to it though, in the words of the dolphins in The HitchHiker's Guide to the Galaxy, "so long & thanks for all the fish" .

A Photog said...

There should be enough strokes here to keep you going for a while.
I began reading less when all the Leica blab showed up.
Your portraits are surely interesting....but the street work seems mediocre.
Yeah move on......

Chris DC said...

Kirk:

My life seems richer from having the benefits of following yours and I dare say many others feel the same. I will keep coming back to be inspired by your images and do hope to make it to Austin someday to thank you in person and buy you that overdue nice lunch or at least a cup of good coffee:)

CDC

Kirk, Photographer/Writer said...

A Photog, Thanks for your honesty.

Jeff N said...

Selfishly, I say keep coasting! I show up every day, sometimes twice, and am thrilled with whatever thoughts you throw up here. There are two ‘core principles’ I find unique here: portraits and gear.

I love the portraits. Old, new, and especially the stories around them. That’s as specific as ‘print on paper’ passion and transcends the evolving nature of photography. Whether with a phone or a full studio lighting setup, we learn from each portrait you place here. If I weren’t so shy I have about four different garage portrait projects in mind. Instead, I live vicariously through VSL.

I think we all also have in common a frequent roll-over of gear, and take hits from internet pundits and non-understanding partners, loved ones and others. It’s another ‘singular common passion’ if you will, and I in particular find great comfort in being reminded it’s okay to switch it up, and to see great work continuing before, during, and after a change. On the one hand, your reporting confirms ‘it’s not the gear.’ On the other, it’s great to have a place that makes it okay to try new things, do great things, then move on (or back, or on and back and on…). It confirms that it’s normal and beneficial, whether pro or hobby. That’s not a commonly heard voice. Instead, asking for advice anywhere else usually results in ‘what’s wrong with your current gear.’ Nothing…that wasn’t my question!

Hopefully that makes sense. Obviously, you can (and probably should) have more fun with your increasing free time. I for one am content with the coasting when I can get it.

Chris said...

Kirk,

I have enjoyed your blog for many years, but I don't engage with it like I used to. It has become a bit too repetitive, too many of same photos and too many of the same walks and to be honest I am baffled by the constant equipment churn. I realize the pandemic has not helped as it stimulated introspection. I suggest you may like to take longer breaks and not feel compelled to write every day, only when you have something to say. Please take this in the spirit of constructive criticism!

Merle said...

Have enjoyed your column for many years. It's been in my feed reader, which also seems to be going away, I suppose because people can't get their advertising fix like they can with Instagram. Have always enjoyed your take on shooting the theater, your lighting setup hows and whys, your portraits and interactions with those you are creating portraits of. Yes, vlogging, et al, may be the future, but I still enjoy the nuances of reading. I can't imagine listening to or watching the same number of articles as I read daily.

Good luck with whatever you decide to do!

Thanks!

Merle

ajcarr said...

Please, Kirk, don't go! Perhaps you could draw on your many decades of expertise to produce a multi-part tutorial on creating portraits with a simple lighting setup of a pair of affordable LED light panels, showing the effect of moving them around the subject, moving them closer or away from the subject, turning brightness up and down (not quite the same as moving them in and out), varying the panel heights, etc. Maybe add in a reflector, but no umbrellas, snoots, barn doors, and use a plain white background. We can all learn so much from you.

Alun